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Saturday, March 31, 2007

holiday mode.

I'm on weekend holiday mood. just copied this from somewhere. very2 funny. Wishing happy birthday to yani and cik sue. here are some photos from their bday party last nite.. semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki cik sue n yani... take care.
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employe e = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
A man will pay $20 for a $10 item heneeds.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 itemthat she doesn't need
A woman worries about the future untilshe gets a husband.
A man never worries about the futureuntil he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes moremoney than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can findsuch a man
To be happy with a man, you mustunderstand him a lot and love him alittle.
To be happy with a woman, you mustlove her a lot and not try tounderstandher at all.
Married men live longer than singlemen do,
but married men are a lot morewilling to die.
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
A woman has the last word in anyargument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
Old aunts used to come up to me atweddings,
poking me in the ribs andcackling, telling me, "You're next."
They stopped after I started doing thesame thing to them at funerals.

thanks to the host for last nite party, good food, enjoy it very2 much!!!

Friday, March 30, 2007

foolish game.

"If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow." - well, that's what i ve been trying to do all my life... but.. as a human being... most of the time.. i failed.. and.. it happened all the time.... and keep happening again and again...

i'm really not in the mood for blogging rite now.. yeah.. really.. but, few of my frens asked me to update this bloody blog and today we snapped some photos at the hospital.... so.. here i am.....these are the photos taken at the hospital and the conference hall.. it's so obvious that we r "fooling" ourselves in the photo below..

"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say. They're what you do. Some things you say because you have no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves." - Grey's anatomy.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Good times, Bad times..

Reveal not every secret you have to a friend, for how can you tell but that friend may hereafter become an enemy. And bring not all mischief you are able to upon an enemy, for he may one day become your friend.
i was browsing thru my old pics, and i found this photo.. it was taken 3 years ago... and i still remember that day... wow.... times does fly very fast nowdays.... 24 hours a day never seems to be enuf anymore... anyway.. i have nothing to write today.. but i just hope.. by this time... kak red n wan is done with their war.... and i believe they are very2 matured to handle this matter..... both of u are my frens.. i'd stand by my fren either she/he is right or wrong... bcoz that's what frens for... not to judge.., not to blame.. but to help...and be there..

Tuesday, March 27, 2007


Last satuday, we had a suprise BBQ party for Uncle Yun. He just came back from malaysia. His daughter had a bone marrow transplant last week in Malaysia. Apparently, his youngest baby, had anemia... diamond black-fan anemia.. rare disease that affects the bodies ability to make red blood cells and, consequentially, stunts growth, very rare type of anemia. After 30 times of blood transfusion, the baby condition didnt seem to be improving. So, as the last resort, the family decided to go for bone marrow transplant. The operation was a success... and now, we are waiting to see how the baby respond to the new bone marrow.... Insya Allah.. everything will be fine... God willing

So, what we did was, the eldest daugther of uncle yunus told uncle yunus that nobody was waiting for him at home.. so.. uncle yunus was a bit dissapointed bcoz he expected few of us would be there when he came back... But, as soon as he reached home.. he was very supprise to see all the ppl waiting for him and he was so happy that we all had been waiting for him. Thanks to Qz for organizing this. It was lots of fun... and we were very glad that our small welcome back party bring happiness to uncle yun and family.

for those ppl who dont know who is uncle Yunus.. he's one of the officer who is responsible for buying the Sukhoi fighter jets from russia. he's been here for 3 years.. and another 3 more years until all the sukhoi jets are finished assembled. Amazing facts about him, he's a PhD holder,and there are only 5 PhD holder in malaysia army... and of course that gave him the title DR + Lt general. how cool is that.
"Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."

Monday, March 26, 2007

RM 20

apakah nilai rm20? hmmmmmmm.. dulu.. zaman kecik.. ade duit kertas rm20, (kolor kelabu tahik anjing kene cholecystic ????) tapi skarang dah xder dah. For me, duit.. walaupon bnyk mane sekali pon.. ade nilainya.. kalau xder rm 20, camner nak isi minyak kete zaman2 papa kedana.. kalau xder rm20.. camner aku nak beli hair mosturizer aku.... betul x? so.. sape2 yg ade berhutang rm 20 ngan kak red tu.. cepat2 la bayar.. tapi dulu aku hutang ngan wan lebih rm20 .. hahhahaha... anyway.. aku xder idea nak tulis ape2 ni.. tapi last week aku ade borak ngan sorang kawan ni pasal syphilis n gonorrhea ni.... kalau korang rajin nak tau pasal 2-2 penyakit ni.. bukak la wikipedia... and aku jumpe 2 gambar ni kat wikipedia.. dan kepada sape2 yang ade penyakit2 ni.. cepat2 la ambik penicillin ni.. walaupon umur penicillin ni lagi lama dari umur kapal terbang jepun mase perang dunia.. tapi masih berkesan sampai sekarang.

"The most difficult thing in the world is to know how to do a thing and to watch somebody else doing it wrong, without comment"

Friday, March 23, 2007

Home made sushi

Setelah beratus kali aku menghabiskan duit kat kedai sushi.. kali ni, nak try buat sushi sendiri pulak.. lepas tu makan sampai pengsan. Tapi, nak buat sushi sendiri ni bukan senang jugak. Tapi semalam... jadi la jugak sushi buatan manusia ni....

bahan-bahan nak buat sushi-roll
1.beras sushi (xder dlm gambar sbb dah masak- 35rub-RM 5)
2. sushi seasoning ( 100 rub - RM 15)
3. kicap utk sushi ( 100rub - RM 15)
4. seaweed ( 80 rub - RM 13)
5. tuna utk inti sushi roll ( 20 rub- RM 3)
6. mayonise ( 20rub -RM 3)
7. red caviar ( harga rahsia!!!...tapi murah jer)
8. crab stick ( 15 rub - rM 2)

kepuasan makan sushi home made... tidak ternilai. There is something money cant buy.. the rest.. the is mastercard..
ok.. tamat iklan mastercard, ha ah.. tu jer la kot bahan2 nak buat sushi ni... plus gula n garam dicampurkan dalam seasoning sushi tu. Lepas tu... seasoning sushi + gula+ garam, campur dlm nasi sushi yang baru masak tu...utk isi sushi-roll ni.. depend kepada kehendak masing2 la. Kalau mcm kak red yg suke ikan kering n cencaluk dalam sushi tu, bole la letak. tapi biasanya org letak crab stick or caviar yg dicampur dgn mayonise...
lepas tunggu nasi sejuk.... bole la memulakan acara membungkus. yang kat atas ni isi caviar n mayonise. Letak satu lapisan nipis nasi atas seaweed tu.. pastu letak kan isi kat tengah2 tu...
lepas tu.. gulung la.. semalam ade 5 gulung sushi... 2 caviar, 2 crab stick.. satu tuna... lazattttt... lemat berkrim disukai ramai...!!!!
inilah hasilnya... akhirnya,.. sushi home made ni.. xder la lawa sgt mcm kat kedai tu. tapi rasa dah lebih kurang same jer rasenya... next time punye hasil sure lagi cun....

Thursday, March 22, 2007

another day.. another story.

Today was quite an interesting day. It happens that our hospital is located very near to the moscow zoo. So, what happened was... a fren of mine (taka) had a running nose early in the morning , on his way to the hospital . As a caring fren, zak, idham n me took the liberty of sending him home.. in case he black out on his way back home.. So, it was 12 o'clock, the sun was shining.. the weather was damn nice... angin sepoi2 bahasa... maka, alang2 zoo tu dah sebelah pintu jer.. and sini.. masuk zoo free jer utk student.. so... kitorang bawak la kawan x sehat tu makan angin dlm zoo... kasi hilang skit demam die tu... hehehehe....
"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again."

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

La La LA la

aLLops...semua... sorry... mcm biasa la.. malas giler nak update lately.. ni gambar budak2 riang baru balik lecture.. dok melompat di kaki lima tgh2 bandaraya moscow ni... kegermbiraan bersempena habis winter kot...anyway.., memandangkan aku xder bende nak tulis.. ni.. aku copy email dr seseorang...and my personal view pasal fact2 yg org dok kata pasal lelaki....

1. Men are like Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.
-"crap" is our middle name

2. Men are like.Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are.
-yeah.... golden banana....

3. Men are like ......Weather . Nothing can be done to change them.
- true enuf... we are damn tough... hoyyeehhhh...

4. Men are like .Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
-b'coz women just cant live without men...

5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
-straight to the point... no need to waste time..

6. Men are like .Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say.
-and that made us so popular..

7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
- yes.... we are "hot"

8. Men are like .....Government Bonds ... They take soooooooo long to mature.
-we are very playful...what to do...what to do..

9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
- and we wont care about the second one....

10. Men are like .Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
- so women keep wanting men...

11 Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
- we like to be mysterious...

12. Men are like .......Lava Lamps .... Fun to look at, but not very bright.
-lava lamps are expensive stuff...

13. Men are like Parking Spots . All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.
- and whose fault is that????

hhehehe..sorry ladies, just joking... have a nice day

Friday, March 16, 2007

the D day...

Kak RED... get well soon!!!! hahahah.. dont worry.. conjuctivitis happens to anyone... maybe kak red ade terpegang benda2 kotor pastu tergosok kat mata kot... huhhh... how easy to get infected... bacteria is everywhere!!!.. life sucks.... yesss.. i do realize that bacteria paid docs n pharmacist bills.. but still.... not like we hope ppl to get sick... it just happens... and it happens to everyone... all the time.... and dont worry about me here kak red... I'm still alive and kicking here... just a bit distracted this few days.... but dont worry... Hans is bAcK... hhehhe.. adieh.. ade org request basketball la pulak kak red... ade berani ker? hahahhaha... skarang dah ade 3 games dah.. futsal, badminton n basketball.. so senang la skit nak tentukan juara keseluruhan...dalam kesebokan member aku sorang kat L*il*e tu (nama dirahsiakan)... layan af sampai lupe nak basuh berak... i'm ready for my presentation tomorrow... not that i have a superb material or new researh to be presented... i just want to get over it... and have a lovely weekend.. ( damn .. kak red is having holiday at the beach)... me? weekend is just a long nite b4 monday come... but.. it gonna be a long.. long nite... lots gonna happen... and most of the programme is - sleeping. hahhahahah.... my activities are a bit limited nowdays... just finish paying all my tickets+hotels for my summer tour and my ticket home... cost me a fortune.. but still i have a bet with a crazy af fan... i just can see what's so interesting about af? For goodness sake... it gonna be the 5th one.. and malaysia already has too many instant-5 mins- singer.....hahhaha... well.. this is just my point of view.... cant deny that some of them do possess talent.. but.... there are way too many of them..... like docs nowdays... way to many docs....hahaha.. maybe in 10 years.. .. our country will be flooded with docs.... i better look for my future customer now!!!
I read in the paper today about the father n son who claimed that the 13years old son got 24A1 in spm... well... congratulation.. maybe.. they tried to be sarcastic... good job..., my suggestion to the press... just put their story on the headline... make an exclusive interview... ask them , why the hell are u so desperate??? hmm.. some ppl just need the attention...... hahha.. but, honestly.. maybe in future... u need to get 20A1 to get a scholarship....

Thursday, March 15, 2007

me and myself..

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world
hye guys.... still in no idea mode... life been a bit scheduled lately.. nothing much been happening... bgn pagi, pergi kelas, balik kelas, tido.... hahhhaa.. tomorrow we gonna have a day off.. but, i have to attend the conference at my uni in conjunction with International Medical Science Day (s'thing like that).... Actually, this particular conference is an annual event at my uni.... but.. for the past 4 years... I couldnt even be bothered to attend it... But, this year... I planned to go.. just go and have a look around tomorrow... see what's up!!... So, since we have a day off tomorrow.. my presentation has been postponed a day later... meaning.. i have one extra day to be prepared.... meaning... my presentation should be better... meaning... I'm in trouble... that's just suckss!!!...
LV has always been my fav brand... BUT..... how the helll could I afford it??? hahaha... someday, somehow.. maybe... i could afford it... hahahahaha... now.. enuf with the wallpaper on my hp... this year, our beloved country is celebrating 50 years of nationhood... well done!!!.. being borned after Merdeka.. I considered myself to be LUCKY... not to have to go thru what our ancestor had gone thru to achive the freedom... but.. I do have my responsibility to the country... and.. I'll fulfill it.. God willing...Insya Allah... how am I gonna do that? rite now... i have no idea... just now.. what no1 in my mind.. finish my study by next year.. go back home and become a doc... maybe that's gonna be my 1st step... gambatte!!!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007


Medicine is a collection of uncertain prescriptions the results of which, taken collectively, are more fatal than useful to mankind.-Napoleon Bonaparte-

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

But love is blind, and lovers cannot see The pretty follies that themselves commit.William Shakespeare, "The Merchant of Venice"
errkkk!!!.. I've been tag again... by dr zackyun this time.. this is my 2nd time been tagged... urggghh.. this is suck... some "people" claimed that I'm being secretive... and in fact.. I'm... hehehe.. .. honestly.. i have nothing to hide.. and nothing much to show off here.. . being myself.. i just like to be honest to everyone.. and i'd say it loud whenever I felf s'thing is wrong.. and most of time time.. i just dont care what ppl said about me.. when i raise my opinion.. .as long as i felt that i've done my part.. it's all that matter... after all.. there's nothing much a ppl like me could do... but.. at least.. i'll always give my regret...
while i was browsing thru my frens fotopages.. i came across this photo.. me trying to fool myself with the skate board.... I donno how to skate board.. I dont rollerblade.. but i do ice skating... hehehe.. mase kecik2 nak roller blade,, tapi mase tu mahal sgt2.. so sampai skarang x pernah main roller blade.. hmmm.. mase kecik2... bnyk sgt impian.. nak beli tu.. nak beli ni....tapi, selalunya... impian tinggal impian jer la.... tapi.. semua tu ade hikmah kot...kasi semangat skit utk study... heheheh..tapi mase kecik2 dulu.. kalau dpt no 1 pon.. bukan selalu ade hadiah... x mcm budak2 skarang.. dpt no 10 dpt pergi disneyland... hahahhaha... xder la..lawak jer... i wasnt born with silver spoon... but.. i am happy with my life.. i 'm happy with my family.. am I thankful to have such a wonderful parent.. of course there were times we had some disagreement.. but... it's just a part of our life.. which make us wiser.. and appreciate our parent.. more and more...

Monday, March 12, 2007

tak akan habis air laut diminum...

"wahai sahabatku..... tak akan habis air laut diminum... x kan habis barang color merah atas dunia ni... "

I was about to sleep, but, b4 i shut down the laptop, I decided to browse thru my blog.. and from my blog to other ppl blog and.. I saw this 2 fren of mine... being totally insane about red... hahahha.. well.. my advise.. both of u.. go to the medical center.. ask for MRI colour imaging... see who's heart is more red... or whose brain is red in color? that might solve the problem....ahhahahaha.... kidding guys... keep up the good work... go RED.... I am a big fan of red devil too...

Saturday, March 10, 2007

music n lyric..

"All I want to do is find a way back into love,I can't make it through without a way back into love , And if I open my heart to you,I'm hoping you'll show me what to do, And I hope you help me to start again, You know that I'll be there for you in the end "

a fren of mine has been writing about this movie in her blog.. so I decided to download this movie and I just finish watching it. Actually, I was waiting for this movie too... I saw the interview of Hugh Grant about this movie in the Top Gear when he was a guest on the show. It was a very nice movie- a typical Hugh movie... but I like it.. I like his style... charming... tried to copy him sometimes, but since I dont have the British ascent... it doesnt goes well with me... hehehe.. anyway... I had my haircut today... finally...

On the left, my new hairdoo.. ( right.. my hair few days ago!!)pretty short.. hehehe... long hair does give me a disturbance sometime.. and I do think that, being a medical student with long hair isnt very convincing... especially when I'm dealing with patient... yuppss... appearance is basically everything... ppl always judge by the way we look... and in most ppl's mind.. doc is a nerd, tidy bookworm type of guy... so... what to do... what to do... hahhah

Friday, March 09, 2007

'You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her.'
Motif letak gambar besar n tulisan besar? Sbb xder ape2 menarik nak tulis.... Dpt offline msg dari wan, " han occay ker x?" Dude, thanks for asking, I'm doing great here. I'm lucky to have ppl who actually cares about me.. thanks guys.. hehehe... still planing my eurotrip. Try not to use wan experties about travelling... owed him too much already... and also learned a lot about travelling from him. Kpd Puan Seri Merah.... tlg la tukar nama saya tu... nanti saya saman kang... ahahahhaha... kalau tukar jadi Dr Nip/Tuck nak la jugak... ape kes daaaa... rosak reputasi saya ni... hehehehhe.. Gambar kat atas tu ialah gambar laluan harian aku nak gi kelas... depan tu ade bus stop...tapi skarang snow tgh mencair.. so skarang laluan ni becak mcm ape ntahh.. so kasut2 putih aku semua dah berkelabu skit... hhehehe...

Thursday, March 08, 2007

8th March

I would love to wish all the women in the world... a very happy woman's day... jasamu dikenang.. hingga akhir waktu...
Tahun ni, instead of buying roses yg dah dikerat2 batangnya... aku beli pokok bunga rose terus.. hehehe.. tahan lama skit kan,, baru kewl... so., kepada wanita seluruh dunia.. enjoy.. today is ur day... help urselves.. buat ape nak buat... kalau polis nak tahan anda ari ni pon,, kasi pelempang jer polis tu.... hehehe.. thanks to all women ... u do deserve this day,, here in moscow... woman's day is a public holiday.. so.. bak kata iklan2 kat tepi jalan tu.. " give flowers to woman"..

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

my mistake

Today is 7th march 2007. Finished my surgery cylce..did quite well, didnt sleep in class, didnt miss any class- good enuf.. March also, meaning that winter is officially over and here comes spring. But in moscow, there is still leftover snow and snow still falling... occasionally.. so, technically, doesnt make much different here.

To all my reader, I would like to thanks all of u for ur concern about me. But, honestly, I wasnt writing about my gf- shida, we are doing good here... Sorry abg Z, I am not that single... but, if anybody interested... I could be available... hahhahahahahah.... kalau kawin bole 4... hehehe... Sunnah Nabi S.A.W yg lain x berapa mampu nak ikut, kalau kawin 4 , insya Allah mampu kot... thanks again for ur concern everyone... u guys really make me wanna cry.... sungguh menyentuh hati perhatian kalian semua....

Monday, March 05, 2007

my heart

"At the end of a day like this, when so many prayers are answered and so many aren’t, we take our miracles where we find them. We reach across the gap and sometimes, against all odds, against all logic, we touch."

Hye ppl.. hmmm.. .. guess what? weekend is over. Did nothing much this weekend. Stayed home one whole sunday... ( damn bored!!!) but couldnt be bother to go out. Just wanna stay inside the comforter and do nothing. Kak Red, Snowwomen.. I'm a bit dissapointed right now... but, it doesnt really matter coz thing like this happen all the time. Will get over it in no time.. hehehhe... shit happens everyday... expect the unexpected. Sometimes, we expect to much from someone, but, in the end of the day... we got nothing... yup... serve me well.. but still... hmmm.. whatever.... It doesnt really bothering my mind rite now... but I have kinda uncomfortable feeling.... hahahha... it's not like i have butterflies in my stomach.. more likes a group of monkey playing holla-hoop with my intenstine...

Currently listening to Mozart- Violin Concerto No 3 in G Major.... dont ask me what the hell is that coz i dont have any idea... Just enjoy listening to it... soothing music for my ears... I phoned kak fidah this afternoon... as usual.. she didnt answer when I rang the 1st time coz when I phone other thru internet, there is no caller ID came out.. usually. Told her that I'm going to Italy this summer, and asked her to join me... and she said she wanted to go to Lisbon for the official declaration of the new 7 wonders of the world... Yupp.. anyone who dont know about this, pls enter the website and vote for the new 7 wonders.. So, this time we gonna meet at Lisbon on 07/07/07.. so... anyone who r interested to join us... u r most welcome!!!!
heart shape bread... very nice to eat... hehehe.. contoh peribahasa makan hati... best betul makan hati ni... skarang ni aku pon tgh makan hati ngan seseorang... tapi xper la... s'thing about me... I usually get over something easily... somemore involving ppl who are important to me.. kalau keluarga tu.. orang kata.. air dicincang xkan putus... and to ppl who r close to me.. no matter how bad u hurt me.. I still care about u...

Sunday, March 04, 2007

another weekend ...

tu gambar anak sedara aku dok menyebok mase org tgh dok bersanding... ape kes la budak ni... nak tumpang glamer la tu.. xper2... ambik berkat katakan... hahahhaa... lagipon tu untie kesayangan die yg tgh dok atas pelamin... manja betul budak ni.... anyway, I dont really feel like writing about anything tonite.. but seeing my blog being not updated is kinda suckk... so.. just sign in and try to figure out s'thing to write.. well, nothing much happened... this month gonna be a quite month i guess... gonna spend most of my weekend at home... feel a bit awkward not doing s'thing during weekend.. but.. let's see.. how long i could last in this little tiny room... hahahha... In my life, I do have expectation to ppl around me... and the expectation depends on how close we are.. if u barely know each other.. I expect nothing from him/her. Even to some ppl that I just consider a fren... I hardly expecting anything from him/her. But, to my close frens, or ppl who really means a lot to me... I have a very high expectation from them.... and the one thing I only expect from them is.... to be there when I need them... well... . It's kinda high expectation... but.. still... I do expect that.. U might think I'm crazy, sellfish bastard... but, I dont care... we need someone to be there for us... when we are in trouble.. when we are alone.. when we need someone to talk to.., when we need to share some secret... we need someone... believe me.. talking to urselves do nothing much!!!.... but.. when.. ppl that u expected to be there for u is not there.. it's really hurt... it's suck... and for me.. it's the worst thing that could happen... and once I gave up on someone.. it's hard for me to give her/him a second chance.. but I always tried to learn not to give up on others... and it's useless... it'll hurt u more and more.... first cut hurts the most....