I lied?

During my interview with kosmo last year,
The reporter asked me how do I deal with my patient death

I could not remember my exact answer ..

But here is the truth

How do I feel?

I feel like crap when my patient died
I feel like shit even thou it was not me who caused the death
Regardless who was at fault
My patient is still my patient

Yes, my mom told me ... No need to be so sorrow and sad
When the time come, we all have to go

Yet and still
I feel horrible

So yes
Life as a doctor is suck
Either we successfully save a life
Or otherwise would happen

That otherwise is death


We are no God
We just do our best
We always do our best
But sometimes
God just wants to remind us that he is in control

It happened again

Again,
Someone has been using our photos and profile in the Facebook

This bugger here has been using my mrs photo for her online business

Seriously....
https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003338903409&sk=wall

Missing my babies

Never look back

Once u drive a suv
U will never want to drive a sedan again...

My next aim would be the range rover .... Evoque ... Or perhaps the range rover supersport... With turbochargers

Well, this dream keep me working hard day in and day out
I love cars
And to get these cars I need to work hard
I used this as motivation to wake up
Everyday , even weekend

Sleeping and resting are not my favorite activities anymore...
Working hard becomes such an obsession

So many things going on

Life has its up and down
We had our happy moment
Now it is a hard time

My mrs is back to work after 3 month leave
Now nia is being taken care of my mom
My mom is not keen for me to take a full time maid to take care of nia
Hence I opted for a maid who comes in the morning everyday to do the house chores
While my mom is nursing baby nia

But then
A very unfortunate events happened
My sister in law broke her hand
Then her daughter ( my niece ) is currently admitted to ward for pneumonia
Since she is not capable to take care of her daughter alone due to her broken arm, her maid stays with her at the hospital

Meaning , my mom is taking care of baby nia plus umar and fatimah
Not good for my mom health

I repeatedly asked my mom to allow me to employ a maid to assist her, a full time maid but she refused

Just hope everything will turn out well

Hopefully baby Maryam will recover from her pneumonia very soon
Nia is missing her sister

Viral fever

Masya Allah
My niece was admitted to ward yesterday due to pneumonia
Surely she got infected thru her sister whom got the infection at the first place from her class mate at the school
That is how easy the disease being transmitted
Just a simple skin contact
Or air to air transmission
And u r screwed

My niece is only 5 month old,
At this age, baby is easily infected bu any airborne disease
I m praying hard to Allah that my baby nia is not infected and please God keep nia away from any disease
InsyaAllah

Should u have any children who is sick, don't let ur kid go to school
He or she will only cause more trouble by doing so, infecting the classmates

Bad bad baddd

I am addicted to online shopping
Somebody pls hack amazon online shop so I will stop spending money away!!!!

Not good for health
Worse for my wallet

We r not royalty

Some asked , " do u come from royalty family?"
It arises when people saw these photos when my family was wearing all yellow.

Truth is we are not
Not even close
Both of my parent are orang kampung
Borned and raised in kampung

My dad cycled 10miles to go to school everyday
He need to wear regular cloth in his way to school , as he arrived then he changed to school uniform because the shirt he wore on his way, cycling hard was already all covered with sweat.

Nothing to be ashamed of
Instead I am proud of my father
He came a looonnngg way
To be what he is right now comparing from what he came from...
He has done such an amazing job

Now it's time for me to do the same
Need to cross the bridge
Need to move ahead
One step further

And hoping one day my children would be proud of me and do the same

Cute cute cute

Again, daddy was absent for quite a long time
Been missing nia and mommy soooo much
Back home for a day
Then daddy is away again
Mencari susuap nasi

Never thought that I have become such a crazy workaholic
Been working around the clock

Some said, grab the chance while u r still young
Hard work does paid out
But I have to sacrifice my quality time with my family
Not something I want to keep doing for the rest of my life
Once I reached my goal
It is time to relax and enjoy my precious moment with my beloved

Nonetheless for the time being,
It is work, work and work

My pwinnnncessssss

Owh she is so adorable
Baby nia meroyan because daddy is hardly home


Daddy is too busy working
Earning money
To build a castle for baby n mommy!
InsyaAllah

Human nature

Human nature
Always amuse me

When patients come to doctor
Some of them are in great pain
Some .... Kindly ask doctor to treat their pain as soon as possible
Some.... Well most of the patients , screamed at doctors to take away the pain

Well... Since it is a human nature to errr... We as doctors hardly take it to our heart of our patients bad bahaviour toward us.
Regardless of how rude the patient is we still treat the patient

In the end of the day
Come the irony
As we cure the pain
None of them say thank you to us

And yet
We still keep working
Day in day out

That is why, doctor is such a noble job

Ooooppppsss

Heard about it before
But nothing was official until I saw this letter
Patut la selama ni sedap Je bantai Tabasco tu!

Buang anak n community service

I was shocked
Not entirely actually
Malaysian law enforcement sometime is very much laughable

Was reading the newspaper yesterday
A girl who abandoned her child only get 240hours of community service as a punishment

Bloody hell
The sentence given makes "Buang bayi" sounds like Buang sampah tepi jalan.
240 hours is only 10 days

Even people who speeding got severe punishment compared to that

I don't know what the judge was thinking
But it was a ridiculous punishment

More severe punishment should be given to make sure that the public is aware that abandoning ur new born baby is a crime. A serious crime.

240 hours of community service is not enough. The minister must look hard into this matter

The baby could have be found dead
The punishment should be the same as attempted murder

She makes me smile

Soooo adorable
My lovely baby nia

Word of wisdom

The more u talk
The more mistake u made

Family photo

It is our first official family photo
Nia is 2 months old
But she is acting like a 4 months old
I reckon she will start talking before she reached 1 year old
We ll see about that

Nia and Elmo

She loves that thing a lot!
Yes , that thing called Elmo.
Technically she picked her own gift already at 2 month old

We were browsing at the toy s urs
As we were walking by the aisle
Nia suddenly giggled when she saw the red Elmo
And that was it
Whatever nia likes
Daddy will buy it for my love

P.s. same goes to mommy of course

Nia Owh nia

She is being cranky all day long!
Too tired of long journey

The beauty and the beast!

Which one is the beauty?
But I know for sure which one is the best

The worst looking f1 car for year 2012 goes to ferrari... Sadly🐯

Black beauty

Owh my goodness....
This is a real man car
The ultimate coolest transportation
Mercedes benz cls...black bison

New watch.??

Ustaz Azhar Idrus once said... In Islam... If u being thrifty , it is makruh.... And If u being extremely thrifty ... It is haram.
He made an example...
It is makruh to buy a 5000 bucks watch as we could use the money for other good uses

And should we buy a 150,000 bucks watch... It is haram as we could build a mosque with that money ....

When u think about it carefully... It is so true....