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Thursday, December 30, 2010

wedding gifts!

 still stories from my wedding!
sorry no update yesterday as i was oncall-ing
congratulation to malaysia football team for winning the AFF suzuki cup
good job
pity the kelantanese for not having the public holiday!
anyway , nak story sket pasal wedding gifts aritu
i got a lot of wedding presents !
took us the whole day to open them all
thank u very much guys!

one of the most cool wedding present ever
was the one in the photo above!
the rockford fosgate sound system for my car! heheheh
thank you!!!

this one is for real :)
 next would be the big gift from the anaest departments! the microwave oven. Thank you to all the doctors , the medical officers , the specialist ! this would be a very useful gift!
and it's samsung ... cool :) i love samsung...
 another samsung wedding gift came from vijan , sheng and the group! digital photo frame. A perfect wedding present. I put all my wedding photos in it , so everyone could enjoy watching the photo without turning on the lappy!
lots and lots of wedding present ...
these are only half of them...
thank you guys
u really made my day

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

my best men

one of the main component in a successful wedding is a good best man
in my case , i had 2 of them
y do i need 2 best men?
coz being a best man is a very tiring job!
honestly , it's not an easy task as well.

u need to be good looking ,
but u need to be less handsome than the bridegroom ( oppsss )
u need to be smiling all day long
u have to be tough , to be standing and "fanning" the " raja sehari" under the hot shining sun...
and u must know the etiquette

my best men were Dr hafiz rizal n syazwan zahari
both were still single and very much available

Dr Hafiz rizal drove me all the way from kelantan ,
and he was sitting next to me during the akad nikah ,
calming me down ...
read all kind of prayers to make sure i said the akad in one full sentence successfully.

my second best man was Mr Syazwan zahari
my long old best fren
we knew each other inside out
but pity him , still couldnt find the rite gurl yet
he has everything , a nice car , a big house , a great job
one thing lacking was a wonderful wife
so , ladies out there , he's up for grab ya.
he was my pengapit during the " persandingan"
and during makan beradab
apparently , that was his 27th time being a best man

definitely, his time is up..
next wedding must be his turn.
i pray for the best for him and dr hafiz rizal!

Monday, December 27, 2010

my wedding - LGTC visit

ni beta x abis lagi nak citer pasal my wedding ni
this time , photoshot with my LGTC group
first and foremost , i would like to thank them for attending my wedding
it meant a lot to me
one big convoy of lancers , evos , vw golf and euro civic ...
 in the middle of the wedding reception , the convoy went to the nearby mosque for asar prayer
then we had our photography session!
 cantek kan? hhehehe..... credit to the photographer!
 thank you all for coming.... abe ja , jimi , koseng , dr akram n family , pak imam pie and family , dr nadiah , amin , yie n family , abe rodi , mikel and others... tq all~!

Sunday, December 26, 2010


thank you Allah..
semua majlis telah selesai dengan jayanya
xder hujan, xder ribut
cuaca baik sahaja pada kedua2 majlis

xder kes sakit perut dilaporkan selepas kenduri
lagipon semua makanan dimasak secara "rewang" atau  " big work"
so, all the food is so fresh..

the "letih" part
is the cleaning part
rase macam nak panggil je semua maid2 indon
nak upah cuci semuanya
sakit blakang den...

tomorrow..another session of outdoor photography
tonite , rehat la dulu
i'm so tired

and one more
big thanks to those who came to the weddings
really appreciate ur attandance
u made my days
and very much thank for the lovely beautiful wedding gifts!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

di sebalik tabir

 again , photos taken from

tapi kali ni nak citer , ape yg berlaku di sebalik gambar2 ni.
mase ni tok imam suruh duduk tengah ,
pak imam tanye " sape nak bace khutbah kawin ni , pengantin ke? saya ke? "
" PENGANTIN " jawab salah seorang penonton a.ka. abang sulung ku...
ampes tul....

"xper pak imam , pak imam bace la dulu kali ni , next time saya baca plak ... sila2 " seraya jawabku ...
dalam hati punye la berdebar tuhan saje yang tahu...

muka memang la senyum... tapi dup dap... dup dap...
habis doa aku baca... doa makan pon siap ulang 3-4 kali
 alhamdulillah, angkat nikah berlangsung lancar , sekali lafaz sahaja
lepas je aku terima nikahnya tu..
baru la rase berpijak atas bumi balik.
siap tanye imam , " pak imam  , meh biar saya sambung majlis yer ... yang pasal taklik semua tu biar saya yang terangkan yer "
tu yang dok berebut mic ngan pak imam tu...
ni dah selesai dah ,
tengah membaca taklik ...
dengar baik2 yer biniku..
inilah janji ku...

p/s - pak imam , biler plak free... rase nak skali lagi la....

thank you mak andam

* photos taken from my beloved sist blog site

i would like to thank my beloved sist and bro , kak red n sirman for coming all the way ,
driving all night long to attend our beautiful wedding
thank you sirman for being the driver n cameraman for the day
tq kak red for being the mak andam and being the cik kiah the kepoh for the day...

i promise i'll pay back all ur good deeds when u get married again! oopppsss... sirman.. ssssuuuhhhhhh!

akak... jom lunch.. adik datang ni... Dome jom!

Monday, December 20, 2010

she asked me....

my wife asked me ...
" kanda ... do u have any regret marrying me? "
I promptly answered  , " nope "
" u sure? " she added....
" no doubt  , why should i?  " i replied

" Well , i'm not the prettiest girl  , not the rich type ... I'm not perfect kanda " said her....
" i know ..." i said with a big smile on my face...
" aaaaaabbbaaannngggg!!! "  ... well she was a bit pissed with my answer this time ....
" Darling ... u may not be the perfect girl  , and honestly i'm not looking for the most perfect girl on earth " i said ..
" i love u the way u are , being perfect does not guarantee u happiness , being a beauty queen does not give u all the joy in the world.. When i'm with u , i am happy  and that make u perfect for me and i'm thankful to God "
and she smiled ... tak putus putus...

until i mentioned...

"butang baju melayu aku mane pahhhh "
and her face was all red and angry again....

Sunday, December 19, 2010

i'm not single !

a few photos from our wedding yesterday.
more to come!

alhamdulillah ...

Thank you Allah.
All being said n done.

I m now a married man, finally.
So, no more question.. " When r getting married , doc?! "
Next will come " doc, bile nak dapat anak?"
It will be a never ending story.

Anyway, the wedding ceremony @ my wife house was held yesterday, the weather was wonderful, a cheerful event , lots of people... Lots of wedding gifts.. Thank you all..

Unfortunately, no wedding photo yet.. Coming out soon. Currently me is still busy with shooting!.

Yes, the most tiring part of the wedding is the photoshot session. Yes, it was very exhausting. No wonder most people only get wedding once. :p

Nevertheless. I had a wonderful time, and looking foward for a great married life ahead :)

Monday, December 13, 2010

seriously??? owh my God

thank you everyone for all the well wishes
i'm back to life again
running and kicking
lost a few kilos
but it's for the best!
the photo above was taken before my sickness struck

i was watching the news on tv1 just now
they were talking about the increasing cost of living
and how to deal with it

well the most logical idea would be to increase the salary for the government workers
then the private sectors would follow

but the people up there didnt agree with that idea
which explain why we still earning the same amount of salary as the time when the petrol cost rm 1.20 per liter

the people up there said, increasing the salary wont help the people ( seriously? )
would only cost inflation...
if you all ( us , the government servants ) wants more money - increase salary , or bonus
we must increase productivity

well, it makes sense
but everytime , everyday in news, in paper , the people up there said our economy is booming
felda is not bankrupt , the productivity increased , the national gold reserved is in record high...
then please define properly " increase productivity"

as for us , doctors,
i work in Intensive care unit
we treat patient the best we could
as fast as possible
the icu beds were hardly empty,
there were always cases which need icu care

so, what can we do to increase productivity?
reduce amount of sick people?
reduce icu bed?
reduce amount of doctors and staff nurses?
use cheap medication?
buy fake antibiotic from china?
that would only cause more suffering to the people...

Friday, December 10, 2010

the true story of my sickness

 truth is ,
i was sick for about a week already before i decided to present myself to the physician
yes , i'm a doctor myself,
but when i am sick, i need someone else to treat me.

hence, currently i'm warded at perdana specialist hospital
treated for typhoid fever.
yes, it's embarrassing to be diagnoses as typhoid fever in this new world.
because the fever is transmitted via fecal - oral transmission
or in other word - i ate shit.
shame on me
of all people i should have known better
what is typhoid fever?
it's called demam kepialu in bahasa malaysia
caused by bacteria , it lives in the feces ( shit)
i honestly unsure where do i get the bacteria from
it could be from my patients in ward
or from the hawker foods i ve been eating lately

nonetheless , i'll  staying away from hawker food after this
and always washed my hand at work!

what are the symptoms and sign of typhoid?

well , i developed fever for about a week ago..
followed by loose stool ( berak cair )
then , i started to get severe headache...
and i felt tired and malaise all the time...

at the time , i didnt suspect anything,
i thought i was working too hard
hence caused me a little fever and headache
i just took paracetamol
... but to no avail,

about 3 days ago ,
when i was oncall at the hospital
the symptom got worse
i felt very tired
very severe headache
then i started to have watery stool instead of loose stool..
chills and rigors follow..
very bad fever...
i cant eat..
i cant drink..
i cant think
my head was spinning
i was delirious
i was calm at times... then i became so irritated...

i told my colleague about my condition
my senior advised me to be admitted.
i went back home ,
took my stuffs
and admitted myself to the hospital

so here i am...
rehydrating with iv drips
countless bottles of saline with dextrose
and rocerphine infusion

thank Allah..
i'm getting better ....
just waiting for my antibiotic doses to be completed
and i'll be up and running again!

Thursday, December 09, 2010

i'm sick

i'm sick...
currently admitted to perdana specialist center
losing 3 kg in 2 days..
even trying to write this post give me severe headache

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

conveying the truth

one of the most difficult part of being a doctor ,
is telling the bad prognosis to the patient or to their relative

i really hate that part where u have to tell the family member :-
" we did the best we could  , but he's not responding well... and there's nothing more we could do ...."

i hated the part when the patient only come to the hospital during the terminal stage of the illness
it's sort of malay culture , they will seek treatment from bomoh ...
until the bomoh said ..." this is beyond my magic power ... the other side black magic is stronger "
then they will turn up at the emergency department - unconcious

by the time they decided to see the doctor ,
they usually came with multi organ failure,
then the doctor also has nothing much to offer ....

Monday, December 06, 2010


to be successful in life
u need more than being hardworking and correct attitude
u need support from others too

u could be success by your own , but it will take forever ,
and without other people help and support ,
it's very hard to be very successful in life

to have other people support and help
u must be ready to listen to other people advice
and u must be ready to make changes on you

successful people have gone thru a lot to be on the top of the piramid
they have gone thru ... ups and downs
therefore , it would be wiser if we learn from them
not making the same mistakes , and follow the steps of being successful!

i'm so lucky,
so far i always have mentors in my life
back in moscow i have my mentor who thought me a lot about being a person
he was a role model for me
he made me the man i am rite now
i'm thankful to him  ,
i was a naive kid back then , still learning on how to live
he was a great teacher

now ,
i'm back in malaysia
i have a new mentor
a good fren, a brother
he wants me to be more successful than i am rite now
he saw the potential in me
he said i'm still young.. still have a lot to learn
he said i'm a doctor , but not a successful doctor yet
he wants me to be the best doctor
he wants me to be the most successful doctor
therefore i need to work harder
need to be smarter

and one day , my dream of driving my own ferrari will be a true story
he told me he wants me to be as successful as he is right now
he has faith in me

Sunday, December 05, 2010

i'm getting married

many doesn't believe it
a lot of people thought i was kidding
most of them just cant believe it
yes , i am getting married

the "akad" will be in Muar Johor on the 18 december 2010
and the reception at the shida's side will be on the same day

for my reception,
it will be held on 25 december 2010
yes  , many merry x mas for me this year
many many gift i pray for!

when i told my fren i'm getting married....
most of them just laugh ...
the replies were ..

... " dude ... are u for real ?
.... " bro , do u need a talian hayat ? do u need to talk ?
... .. taman buaya dah kene tutup ke bro? habis la .. xde dah peninggalan dinasour kat muka bumi ni.
....getting married ? u must be kidding me ...
.... u ? married? are we living on Mars already?
... there goes the legendary dr han....

and a lot more
but i dont care
it's about time
it's the rite time
i love her ,
and that's all matter
u all are invited for the wonderful ceremonies on both side
see u!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

what's wrong with P1wimax?

lately my wireless connection by P1wimax has been so slow
it reached the " annoying " level
sometimes it reached the " i'll gonna burn the modem" level
it has been raining a lot lately in kota bharu
wondering if the heavy rain has something to do with the slow connection
few weeks back , the connection was super fast
i can download... browse ... happily

 nowdays , it felt like i'm back to the dial up era
i could even hear the sound of " ding ding ding " dialing to get internet connection
u know  ... the mIRC era,,,
u just simple chat with people u dont know..
then the first line would be .. " a/s/l  please "

no such thing as sending photo while chatting
u had to send ur photo via email
and during that time , not everyone has photo stored inside their PC
back then digital camera just came into picture..
the best resolution was 640x480 and that already costed nearly rm2000
but those are history
now i want my superfast broadband internet connection

Thursday, November 25, 2010

as time passes by..

As we grow older, technically we should become wiser , more mature and smarter in life.

Nevertheless, it doesn't happen to everyone.

Yes, we expect and older person is wiser than us. That's why in malay proverb there is a thing called " kata orang tua"

but then, as we grow older , we don't go to school anymore.
We don't stay with our parent.
We live on our own.. We decide what we want to be.. What we learn.

When u get ur degree... People around u will stop telling u what to do.

But people are people. We made mistake and we do stupid thing regardless of our age.
And at times , an adult could be very immature.

When u are an's hard to listen to other people advise. Unless the advise come from people who u really respect.

This message goes to me ..

I'm getting old each year. But I always comes out with bad habit or do something immature in my life.
My parent stopped telling me what to do years ago.
There were time I was just drifted aways in my mistakes and errors.
But I was lucky, I have frens who I respected enuf, who is brave enuf to tell me when I need to change.
thank you. I needed the wake up call.

Monday, November 22, 2010

amazingly irritating

there are moments in ur life when u felt everything is just wrong
every single thing irritates u
yes , that crazy feeling..
u feel like flying far far away from the community
just go somewhere where u dont have to deal with annoying human being

we loved people , and at the same time , we hated people too
we dislike the attitude , the presentation
u wish those people u dislike never exist
but those people always running in front of u.

i m not saying that i have someone who are close to me whom i hated that much rite now
i'm just talking in general 
u know ,
those people

such as driver who drives slowly on the right side of the road ...
dont they ever read the sign " lorong memotong di sebelah kanan"???
i hated those people

the taxi drivers who turned left without giving signal first
just simply turn left to pick up passenger whenever the wanted 

there a split second moment in your head u just want to shot these people

but then , we all are rational people
we live by the rules
these people exist everyday because there is no clear cut rules to punish people like this

Friday, November 19, 2010

selamat hari raya aidil adha

hye guys
again , for a thousand times ,
i'm so sorry for the long absence
i was gone for a while from this virtual blog
God knows how much i want to update my blog everyday
but i could not..

Selamat hari raya aidil adha for all my muslim readers,
i was lucky , again managed to get a few days off during this meaningful celebration
2 years ago , i was working at the labour room during raya haji
1 year ago , i could only reached home as the time people were done with the raya prayer
this year , i was at home .. i m so glad
furthermore , we in kelantan got 2 days off for hari raya haji
so it was quite a long break for me

my family "korban kan" a cow for this year raya haji
everyone was at home for the slaughtering event.
definitely i wasnt the one who slaughter the cow...
still not good enuf i reckon
and yes , in the photo above i was holding the cow's head
hopefully not offending anyone!
next year we are looking foward to get a camel for the qurban

hari raya qurban isnt about the cow or the camel after all ..
it's a symbolic of letting go something meaningful for other people who needs it more
it's about giving ...
it's about being unselfish
it's about other people ... who are more unfortunate than us
it's about being grateful for what we have..
and it's also a reminder for us ...

in life , we have to learn to sacrifice our need in order to make other people happy
we have to sacrifice our time to make other healthy
as a doctor , i sacrifice a lot of my time treating people
i sacrifice my public holiday , i sacrifice my weekends..

we all make our sacrifices ..
my parent sacrifices a lot for me ...
to make who i am rite now...
i thank u  mama and papa
i thank u God...

Monday, November 08, 2010

ting tong!

busy weekends
busy weekdays...
gosh.. sorry for the silence for the past few days .. or weeks
i'm very very busy lately
busy as a doctor
busy searching for happiness
busy looking more money
busy with everything

how i wish i'm a baby again
no need to think about everything..
look at umar ( my nephew )
he could be whatever he wants
he could laugh all day.... cry all day..
sleep all day

sometimes, i just felt empty inside
despite of everything..
i felt there is a lot more waiting for me out there
and yet , i couldnt reach it

yes, it sound greedy and ungrateful
but that is just typical me..
i always want the best...
and that makes me crazy...
i always want to be the best
and that give me big headache

i wish i could just follow the flow of my life
but i cant
i cant stand the fact that my friend is driving a ferrari
and yet i'm still struggling to pay my monthly car loan..

Sunday, October 31, 2010

it's raining

dr han transformed to optimus prime! Dr Prime :)

it has been raining heavily for the past few days here in kelantan
yes, we won the silverware , well done red warrior
but the "banjir" is on its way too

i remember on 2008 , when i just started working
i was incharge at the labour room
it was raining heavily that night
and suddenly the hospital was flooded
the ambulans cannot reach the labour room due to the deep water
hence we had to close the labour room for the night
all cases were diverted to HUSM

that is a normal scenario at kota bharu GH
it's located at the center of kota bharu
kota bharu is well known for getting flooded during this time of the year
november and december are notoriously known for heavy rains
but it's also the most famous months for delivering babies

anyway, i just hope there will be no flood this year in kota bharu
hope for the best

Saturday, October 30, 2010

congratulation red warriors!

 congratulation boys
job well done
definitely deserved to win this year

the crowd was awesome
i could see the "PAS" n UMNO flags among the red shirts
but who cares
football unites everyone
at least for the nite

but still,
felt ashamed by a small part of crowd
still bringing fireworks inside the stadium
not cool dude

anyway, congrate
proud to be a kelantanese

hopefully tomorrow is a public holiday!

officially hate blackberry ... a lot!

i hate blackberry and the photo above has nothing to do with it
my blackberry is killing me
seriously ,
it hangs a lot!
and when it hangs... it takes quite a while to recover!
at this very moment...
my blackberry is not functioning..
loading... loading and loading forever

when u restarted it..
it takes forever to be back ON...

i phone 4... here i comes for u baby!.

Monday, October 25, 2010

been busy

for the past few days
my life was a bit hectic
oncall , my part time job
the gym... the yoga class
the salsa and belly dancing class
suddenly my life has become so interesting again!
i love being busy
i love that every single minute of my life filled with activities

there were times i wish i could just stay home...
do nothing and watch tv
there were times i wish i could just rest on my best ... all day long
but i only need a little time for that

life is short
i m 26 this years
been working as a doctor for nearly 3 years
3 bloody years! and i felt like it was yesterday i just started work
i could still remember vividly my student's days...

not sure what will happened 3 years later...
get married ... have babies
open my own private clinic? and drive my dream car?
or pursuing my dream of being a specialist?
or just preying for money and being a medical officer at private hospital where i could earn 3 times more compared just being a government servant?

for now ...
i just follow the flow of my life
trying not to think much about the future
hoping to be the best i could
coz life ... life is what happened when we are busy making plans.
hence .. live ur life!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

dr han talks about rooney

image courtesy from

me is a big fan of manchester united
yes, a real big fan.
when man utd win , i m a happy man
when they draw or lost ...  i'm not in a good mood

as other man utd fan all over the world ,
i remember every single player in the team by name , ages , their history and bla bla bla
when they sold ronaldo to real madrid last year ,
i knew ferguson is having dimentia
and now ,
the manager had a bust up with rooney ,
and the wonder boy is walking thru the exit door of old trafford

it's the good news for chelsea and man city fan
( maybe for liverpool fan too , but they are too busy to avoid relegation rite now )
personally, i respect ferguson
he did the same with Jaap Stam , beckham , heinze and keane before
now it's rooney time
everyone has to follow what the gaffer say , or else ... find another club
in Rooney case , he doesnt have to find other clubs
the other clubs are waiting for him

this season , man utd is not doing very well. they are actually terrible ( luckily liverpool is in horrible state rite now)
with rooney parting away - man utd is going down down and down
bad news for me

well , here's something we could learn about life
we are the owner of our life
we decide what we want to do
we choose who we want to be friend
we pick what we prefer
and when we dislike something
we throw it away

but sometimes,  our life , is not just about "us"
there are other people in our life
hence , there are times we have to be humble
there are times , we have to admit our mistake and we have to apologise
there are times we could be tough and straight foward
but at times , we have to be considerate and put our need aside

nonetheless , men are men
they are ego , rock-headed , pain in the ass - u named it
when they hate something.... that's it
done and done
and in rooney case .. it's either ferguson remain the boss and rooney goes away ,
or rooney stay , and ferguson is heading to retirement home

Monday, October 18, 2010

1 malaysia ? we were way ahead

back then when i was studying in moscow,
my housemate is a chinese,
my neighbour are indians
and yet we live peacefully
we used to cook together,
we take turn to cook everyday.

my indian frens would could curry on their turn
my chinese housemate will turn out with his herbal chicken whatsoever
and me with my famous " telur dadar" ( sometime i did cook nasi lemak ok! )
we shared the same food , everyone eat with hands
we had such a good times

and that what happened when we live somewhere far far away from our beloved country
we become united
everyone is malaysian
yet, we respect each other faith , culture and religion
no problemo at all

but when i got back to malaysia
it's hard to see the same situation
how often u see a real group of people ,
consisting different races  ,
enjoying each other company
respect each other ,
yes... u always see it on tv
malay, indian, chinese,
helping each other
but truth is - it's hard to find here.
the sentiment of racism become clearer when u are in bigger group of same races

when u are oversea , there were only a few of u.
and u tend to be united
back in malaysia ,
there is a big group of malay
big group of indian
big group of chinese
and we are very much seperated...

thank God ,
we are lucky we all still living in peace despite our differences
and we need to keep this harmony
in order to do that
we need to learn to respect each other
be helpful
be nice and kind
if u are nice to others , but others didnt treat u the same
no worry , God will be nice to u!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

dr han is unwell

me is unwell
yes dear , doctors do get sick too at times
i was working too hard lately :P  well , maybe
after my oncall on friday ,
i developed sore throat , and then i felt feverish until today
my whole body is so weak ,
and i'm losing my appetite

those are the classical sign of viral fever
i reckon it's unlikely cause by bacteria infection
i took antibiotic and still there's not much improvement
i drank a lof of water , and at times i ended up vomitting
trying hard to rehydrate myself

if it's a viral fever , no amount of antibiotic could resolve it
i just need to wait patiently and hopefully the fever will go away as quick as possible

yes ? there is such thing as antiviral
but it's not commonly used here in malaysia
coz it's quite expensive
i remember back in moscow ,
the antiviral was quite cheap
everytime i got fever , i took the antiviral named "arbidol"
and it was very effective
here we have tamiflu for viral fever , but it's expensive

nevermind thou ,
i'll just keep myself rested
and pray that i'll get better as time goes by!

Friday, October 15, 2010

budget 2011

First and foremost..
I am not anti barisan nasional or against the current ruler party.
I'm pretty much neutral. All my life, I haven't voted yet.

Nevertheless, with the budget being told just now..
I was very dissapointed, and I do believe a lot of malaysian citizen feel the same way too.

I am a government servant. The last time I remember the government gave us bonus was in 2008. Since then.. Nothing..

For us.. The doctors, we are very much underpaid. No kidding. A fren of mine, he's an englishman.. A doctor in london.. He was suprised when I told him my salary.
A government doctor salary is not much different from any kind of officer in government office. Even a school teacher could earn more than a doctor. So, what's the point of going to university for 5-6 years... And having to work 7 days a week.. And all the oncalls.. And yet u earn that much???..

Mmm.. It's ridiculous.

In other part of the world.. Such as france for ex.. If the government don't do justice to the citizen.. They go out to the street and do demonstration. In aviation company.. If the pilot felt they are underpaid.. They refuse to fly the plane...

Have the government ever think.. What if all doctors demonstrated and stop working for a day???
How many people would be dead in that 24 hours.

But it's ok. We , doctors won't do that. We have obligation to the society. Even thou we are underpaid and have to work "mcm hamba abdi"..
We will never do that. We kept working. Coz the patients need us. They are always sick people.
It's ok.. Even thou our government don't do us justice.. We won't do the same to our patient. We treat our patient the best we could.
Coz in the end.. We believe God will pay us back. And God also will pay back people who do unjustice to other..

Semangat satu malaysia..
Rakyat didahulukan..
Pencapaian diutamakan..

... Sigh...

kelantan vs selangor

I got a sms from a dear fren..
" Dude, gua nak dtg tgk bola malam esok bro.. Tlg cari tiket utk gua... Vvip seat la.. "
So I call my contact
He said the ticket is sold out for vvip seat
But he said I could go with him and seat with him at vvvip seat.

Kelantan vs selangor,

I m actually not a big fan of local football. But the fact is something else that will happen tonite.. Really excite me

We all know about the death of kelantanese fan during 1st leg game at selangor few days back.
If I were selangor fan.. I would rather not come to kelantan this time around., let alone watch and cheer for selangor in the stadium tonite...

The fa said there will be strict safety control..
But honestly... Could u control the anger of the kelantanese fan?
I m not sure about the answer.

The best thing to do, is for the selangor fa to make an official apology to the kelantan fan and the kelantan fan must accept the apology in the name of sport.
Hopefully the game tonite will run smoothly

... Bad news for me.. I just realized last nite that I am on call today. Hence, I can't watch the game.
I ll be stuck in the hospital!

Nonetheless, I hope there won't be any death case tonite.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

how do u get cancer

i received a lot of question from my readers...
"Dr han , how do i know if i have cancer? "
my answer would be " u'll never know until it's too late "

yes, cancer is a very delicate disease
in early stage , it comes with no symptom
any healthy person could have cancer
because in early stage it's harmless
" macam anak singa"
they are adorable when they were cubs
but when they grow up , they will eat ur flesh out

i'm serious , it's hard to diagnose cancer during early stage
usually , when cancer is symptomatic
it's already in late stage
and most likely will end up with death

what are the cause of any cancer?
nobody knows
some said smoking, drinking alcohol and junk foods will lead to cancer
but no solid evidence could prove this
" except for smoking which very likely to cause lung cancer"
smoking , alcohol and unhealthy food are risk factor to get cancer, not the cause
even if u avoid all these 3 , and go to the gym everyday, work out everyday ,
eat healthy food - u still have the chance to get cancer
yes - life is not fair
some people who drinks excessively , smoke 10 packs per day , eat mcdonald 3 times per day
still live until 70 years old  , and have no cancer

usually, at latent stage of cancer ,
the symptom are - loss of appetite , loss of weight ,
body weakness...
and u have abnormal mass in ur body

by this time , it's already too late
u will end up with chemotheraphy , radiotheraphy
and surgery ...
all these treatment are very expensive and very painful.

so , the lesson here , just live ur life
some said , "let's go for check up regularly for cancer so it can be detected in early stage"
but seriously , if u are diagnosed to have early stage cancer at age of 30 ,
then u'll end up worrying about treatment and dying for the next 20 years
technically, u would better end up diagnosed with cancer at latent stage when u are already 60-70 years old
at least , u had ur 50 years pain free and stress free.

Dr Han goes to belly dancing class

if i am at fourty years old now
u must be thinking i'm having a mid life crisis
yes, i joined the belly dancing class
when i told my fren just now ... "dude , i'm joining the ladies for the belly dancing"
he said " God saves u.."

apparently i was the only guy in the class ,
there were a few arabic girls ,
they were looking at me as if i'm a lost cat or something
and the rest was a group of ladies old enuf to be my mother
anyway , i dont care
i just wanted to try to learn something new

initially they asked me to wear the fancy dress ,..
u know that bling bling thingy which make "kching-kching " sound when u move ur ass around
i said " thanks but no thanks!"
to be in the class in crazy enuf for me...
let alone wearing that thing!

so, i learned a few steps ..
and i was very hard
initially i looked like a clown
more like robot actually
lucky for me the rest of the group also as about the same level as i am
but i noticed the instructor did laugh at me at times
cant blame her.

seriously , belly dancing is damn hard
now i understood how they feel
now i appreciate belly dancing a lot further
next time a girl perform belly dancing for me
more tips for her!
it's a beatiful art!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

holly jolly

i 'm no mood to work ..
hate it to wake up every morning ...
rushing to work ..
then come back home ...
eat dinner..
then sleep
then wake up again for work
that's pretty much how a doctor's life looks like
it sounds boring
and it's actually boring.

u go to work when the sun is still sleeping
and u come back home when the sun is going to sleep
it goes the same from sunday till friday for me
then sometimes i have to work during weekend too

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

when will kelantan gets a starbuck!?

me myself isnt a big fan of starbuck
or coffee bean

but everytime i had visitor from outside of kelantan visiting kota bharu for the first time ,
they will ask " where's the starbuck? "
" where's the gsc / tgv ? "
truth is - there isnt any of those

God knows why

some said kelantanese are not rich enuf for all those stuff
which i strongly disagree...
some said it's because kelantan is ruled by PAS
which i believe there is some truth in there

According to my reliable sources
PAS didnt completely disallowed any cinema to be built in kelantan
but PAS has their own rules and regulation for that
which , so far TGV and GSC arent able to comply , yet

and this issue became an excuse for me to visit kl and penang frequently.
i have no problem with current ruler party
i reckon PAS does a good job
people outside kelantan said that kelantan is under develop
they said kelantanese live in poverty
truth is , many kelantanese are very much happy they way kelantan is right now
including me.
not much development means less traffic jam
cheaper cost of living
cleaner air
i definitely suggest kelantan is the best place to raise ur kids!
no clubs , no disco , no sport TOTO
technically it's a very  family friendly state
but not very tourist friendly :P

nonetheless ,
there is always a part of me who want to have some fun
in that case , thanks to firefly ,
i could fly to KL anytime i want ...

so , when will kelantan gets a starbuck...
i dont know
but for now I'm happy with small cheap kopitiam in kota bharu

Monday, October 11, 2010

when i grow up

back then
when i was still a student
life was damn good
no need to worry about money , thanks to the scholarship
no responsibility toward patients
feeling tired during lecture?
letak kepala atas meja ... put ur recorder on...
or copy ur fren's note
ape susah kan?

but those were the days
care free days
i could go out all night long..
without worrying about tomorrow

now those days are over

my night life activity has to be limited
need to be home before 12 midnite
or else i wont get enough sleep
need to read regardless there will be exam or not tomorrow
cause i still have a lot to learn
and everyday i see different new cases at work

i m thankful to God for all those joyful days i had
and i do pray to go my life ahead would be as fun as before
or better

Sunday, October 10, 2010

i phone 4 - the irony

i went to maxis center earlier today
with intention to buy the new iphone 4
but, unfortunately , as every kelantanese also want the new iphone 4
i was put on the waiting list
i asked the dude in charge
"how long till i get the iphone?"
him " not sure , we'll give u a call once the phone is available "
it's pretty much said that i have to wait for at least a month or two

and that pretty much reduce my love toward iphone
but then...i still want i phone
but what if everyone else also use iphone
as i looked at the waiting list just now ..
it's look likes the iphone will be the most common phone in kota bharu!
the list is few pages long.
maybe i should stick to my blackberry

i dont like to have something similar with 10000 other people who live nearby me.
well , cant blame them
everyone wants i phone
it's so seducing.
the sleek appearance ,
the stylish looks ,

now i understand the feeling of the girls around me ..
wanting me but not wanting to share someone like me...
hehehhehe... just kidding!!!