Love is in the air

First thing first, 14 feb - is just another day to me :) So, there is no need to wish me Happy Valentine here. No offence, it's just that - I dont celebrate it. Hahha.. Suck to be my gf rite? Why I demur to cheerish the Valentine Day? I believe it doesnt go well with our tradition. That's all. ( I still have some of my conventional belief intact after all ) I have nothing against ppl who celebrate it , it's up to ur personal preferential. Wow, it's pretty hard to find a very "diplomatic" reason for this. However - let's not talk about it anymore.

Today, I finished my endocrinology posting. Yes... I'm a master of all the endocrine diseases ( Diabetic Melitus, Hypothyroidism, Addison, Cushing , bla bla bla ) ... for at least another week. Well, as the time goes by , ppl tend to forget what they learned and same shit happened to me all the time :P Sighhh... What to do Dr Natrah? I'm gonna be so screwed during my HO. There is no doubt about that! Well, the rumours said that , no matter how good an intern is, the MO always find a way to screw him/her. Plus, there is no way a new doc could be as good as the MO. So, the lesson here - just bring it on. Good HO, not so good HO - both are the free targets. I'm dead either way! Hahhaha.. till death do us apart :)

Therefore, instead of busying myself buying roses and lilies... I kept myself occupied watching this majectic film! Yes, Ultraman Moebius the movie. This movie was made to celebrate the 40 years of ultraman legacy. I have to say, this movie look nothing like the ultraman series I watched when I was a kid. The CGI effect is extremely fasinating. It's like watching the japanese version of star wars. It's kinda a reminiscent to my childhood :) I was smiling when the ultraman ace and ultraman taro came into action. Believe it or not, ultraman ace and ultraman taro were created on 1970 and 1960. They are way older than I am. Go Go chaiyoo ultraman :P

Tomorrow I'm starting my oncology cycle. This is the most depressing cycle. Seeing all the patients with cancer, really not the best view in the world. As we all know that , up until today there is no cure for cancer and most of the patients who's in the terminal stage , dont have much time left. hmmm... being an oncologist never came across my mind yet even thou it has a very high demand in Malaysia. Frankly speaking - should I become an oncologist - I dont think I have the strenght to tell more than half of the patients who come for my consultation that there is nothing I can do and they are dying. However, if my fate is to become an oncologist in the future, I really hope that God will let the human find the cure for cancer by then ....