walk a mile in my shoe

First time always the hardest :) Yup, I had a really tiring day. My brain isnt just ready yet to go back to the hospital. Had 4 hours of lecture today , given by the Head of Endocrine Department. He wrote our text book and told us to read only his textbook. The other books are useless. Sighh... typical Russian! However, I started a new self theraphy today - controlling my nerves even during my worst state of mind. I was very hungry and sleepy at the hospital today. I only slept around 2 hours at nite becoz my brain was still awake until 5 am. I'm so used to sleep very late lately and I'm paying my price now!

This is my " so tired and sick" face :) How I wish tomorrow is a holiday here. I need more sleep. Yeah, we all never get tired of resting , arent we???

Occay, I have a very special question for all the female readers here. Earlier, I planned to write about my future plan in medical field, but I reckon this one would be more interesting for all of u out there. Question :- Would u rather have a bf/husband who is :-

A - an egoist ( a lot of ego!) , very straight-foward , stubborn + headstrong, hardcore , a daredevil , rebellious, whacko but at the same time who's a romantic, a comedian ,an opportunist , a virtuoso and a hot shot. For ex - me :P , McSteamy, Dr House, Dr Troy McNamara (nip/tuck)

B - a good hearted man, considerate, self sacrificing, a humatarian, "It's my fault man", humble , loving, noble , innocent, honest, reserved and some value which some called it as "the boring aspect". For examples - all the prince charming in the fairly tales movie, McDreamy

C - a " u jump , I jump guy", "I'll do whatever u want guy", "I dont have a dream guy", "I adore my wife as a goddess guy", "Please dont leave me alone guy", needy, deprived, basically this group belong to the queen control wives and gfs :P

So, which one is ur choice? If we put all these choices into the food analogy, A is the beef steak - delicious but will give ur body dozen of problem , cholesterol, high blood pressure , bla bla bla. B - is the cotton candy. Nice to eat them once in a while. Too much of cotton candy is a lil bit boring isnt it? C - is a piece of crap or in another word , is a piece of shit.

Some might choose to have B, prince charming in ur life, but the ugly truth is - these kind of guys are hard to find and even if u met any, either they are gay or married. Mostly are gay :) C? Well, if u are a really aggressive girl and u need a man to follow ur order every little second, no worry - plenty of this type of men available. Just a quick reminder here - to all the men who belong to the C group - stay away from me. U suck dude!

Well, the A group - hahaha... yeah, this one is quite tricky. I reckon I belong here. I have to mention here that I'm not a good guy. Yess.. I'm bad boy. Hahhaa... Yeah, they said good boy goes to heaven and bad boy goes to hell. But then , is there anyone out there who's still alive who's guaranteed to go to heaven??? None I guess. Well, I might be the last person to talk about hell and heaven but then I believe there is a very thin line btwn bad and good boy. On top of that. it's not us to decide who's bad, and who's not.

So, make ur choice everyone .... real man are getting extincted! In 10 years time, I reckon the gay population will become twice and the women population compared to men... well , it's a known fact that there are more women than men on earth rite now. Plus, the war in Palestin, Kosovo, in African, in Iraq - million of men died. So, ladies - do ur own math here :P