it's not over yet :)

Yesterday was a very tiring day for me. The tense and the stress - added to the extreme exhaustion. Nonetheless, it's over now. Time for the celebration rite? hahaha. Yeah, some of my dear readers asked me what I'm gonna do for the celebration. Honestly speaking, the celebration has started 6 years ago and has been going on "non-stop" ever since :P. hahahha.. The ugly truth is - this is just a beginning to another chapter of my life. The H.O story. Yeah, it's gonna be hideous and I'm not very much looking foward it. There are thousands of scary H.O stories u can hear from the doctors and nurses. Those are the never ending stories and will be added up as time goes by. But, for the moment - let's just forget about the internship part and enjoy the moment rite? The suck part will come later either I like it or not. So, might just as well cheerish this moment to the fullest. My mood is over the roof and u can see me smiling from the moon ( if u happen to be on the moon at this moment )

Let's forget about this "real doctor" stuff for the timebeing and let's talk about the LOVE :) Yes, one of the main event in LOVE is the break up :P Indeed . I've been there for quite a few times and those were the times I wish I never need to go thru again... EVER! Nevertheless, it's not us to decide... those are God's decision rite. But, here are a few tips to make a clean break. Well, the most famous one is " well... it's not u , it's me... bla bla bla. " This one is pretty much world wide proven as the best break up line.

However - no matter how u express it , make sure that u emphasize about ur undying affection and gratitude for the time u spend together ,coupled with ur need for space to find out who u really are. This is the best diplomatic way to end a relationship :P . It's a lot of crap ( so does diplomatic) ... which is understood by both side.

Yes, I'm too free rite now that's why I'm writing about this stuff. I wish we all dont have to go thru this process in our life. But , shit happens rite :)

p/s - if she cries , hold her in ur arm - whisper to her that it's what best :P

crap crap and another crap.... hehehhee.... no worry - my for shida is endless!