Stories of my life

What's the rule? There's no rule! Hehhee... Yeah, that's just me. Stubborn, head strong, rebellious - that's all me. Those are the attributes that bring me up here and the same attitude caused me a lot of troubles at the same times. Me, as a stubborn child - there's nothing to argue about that. U could ask my mom to confirm it! Raising me up wasnt and isnt an easy task. SALUTE to my mama n papa. I still remember, 7 years ago - 3 month before the SPM examination , I was hospitalized due to my asthma attack. I fainted during one of the mock test. Then, I promised my mom that I'll never play basketball again until the SPM is over to avoid another asthma attack. HOWEVER, me being stubborn and crazy the same time , 2 month before the SPM , I captained my team to win the national level competition - and my parent didnt know about that until now (FYI , I was studying at the boarding school)

Nonetheless, GOD did work in a very mysterious way. On the final day of the basketball tournament , I was informed that I won the essay writing competition , state level and I had to go to the prize giving ceremony. But, I couldnt care less about the essay award since the basketball trophy meaned a lot more to me. It so happened that my mom was one of the invited guest for the same ceremony which I was supposed to attend and get my prize for my winning essay. I asked my junior to attend the ceremony and took the prize for me while I was playing the final match. On the final match, we won the game and I got my dream trophy. So, technically - I won 2 medal at the same day on 2 different occasion. But, the story didnt end here.

A week later, my parent came to visit me at the school and my mom mentioned that she heard my name was announced as the essay writing winner. I told my mom that I didnt know that I won the 1st place, therefore I asked a fren to go and received it on my behalf. Should I knew that I got the 1st place, I would have been there. Then my mom was like.. "owh.. is that so.. nevermind then , I was just suprised to hear ur name being announced as the winner and I was more suprised to see another ppl who turned up for it" ...

Sorry Mom, I didnt mean to lie to you. I was just a kid back then, and until today, I'm still a kid. My stubborn attitude does caused me a lot of troubles - until this very moment. I might get lucky in some cases, but most of the time , I ended up hurting myself or the people around me. When I look again about that day, I could have encountered another asthma attack and it would have disrupted my preparation for the SPM and I wouldnt be here now. I did a lot of silly and stupid mistakes and luckily I have my parent ,my loved one and my frens to bail me up in a few occasion. However, I do realize that I might ran out of luck soon. There were times , I'm just uncontrolable. How I wish I could be a better person. I need a change ,it's about time and I'm working hard toward it... and I'm trying my best..