party over , back to business

one of my unfulfilled ambition .... to be a singer!
part of the reason is because i'm too busy with my current job
the other part is i dont have the golden voice
but who cares
i'm not good enough to join all those reality tv singing competition
but i think i'm good enough for karaoke!
heheheh
hari raya open houses ... wedding reception...
dr han will be there to entertain u..

nonetheless...
party is over
no more raya2 for me
back to work...
icu and ot are waiting for me...
sigh... scary

umar alamgir

Series of photos of my beloved nephew
he's dennis the manace...
the clown...
the cheerleader...
the bumbleebee...
the one who screams at everyone
the one who makes my mama n papa learned at the transformers character!  - yes , my mama can tell u which one belong to autobots and which belong to decepticons
thanks to this little baby
he's the king in the house
everyone must remember his fav food ... his fav drinks
his fav movie ..... his fav games...
b'coz
he makes everyone smile...
he makes everyone laugh
he's just adorable....

20 years later he's gonna be the next best thing! ladies watch out!!!

guess who

tangan siapakah ini?

more story coming up later ....
nantikan

please doctor help me!

Lady : doctor, my baby has fever for few days, she's not feeding well... Refuse to take oral medication... Please treat her...

Me : ok... Let me examine her...

After thorough examinantion...

Me : cik puan... Ur child is sick... Most probably due to the lung infection.. She needs to be hospitalized ...

Lady : doctor, please give her the best meds but I don't want my child to be hospitalized

Me : owh... Really?

Lady : yes... Give her the meds and we'll go home..

Me : just now u said ur child refuse oral meds?

Lady : then give her injection of antibiotic!

Me : owh.. Fine.. So I guess u ll be giving the injection @ home?

Lady : no...u give one now.. And tomorrow we come again!

Me : it doesn't work that way madam...

Lady : alaa.. Bole la doctor.. Demam biasa je ni..

Me : dah tu kalau demam biasa apsal sampai ke kecemasan?


This is some of "unthinkable" examples of patients I have to face everyday ....

my life , my way

i am 26 years old this year
some said i'm still young
some said i should have become a father
some said go out and play
some said - go get married

others said - u have a long way to go...take it easy
the others said - it's time to get real and really serious in life

well , life as it is... always complicated
age is just a number...well .. maybe two number in my case
technically as it get bigger , it should be equivalent to ur wise and wisdon
which i hope so
the longer u live, the more u learned

..........

nevertheless.
no matter how much u learned
how many education degree u have
how many exam u passed with flying colors

u ll make mistake in ur life
sometimes , a stupid mistake such as made a wrong flight booking for ur parent :P

or a big one ...
which i hope i wont be making any soon...
frankly i made a lot of big mistakes in my life - which i wont be writing about those here
but all those big mistake made me a man.... a man i am rite now
i screwed my life upside down
but thank GOD , i'm still breathing the fresh air until rite this moment
so...
my point after all these crap i wrote above...
it's ur life... do it ur way
but u have to consider other feeling as well
life is what happened while u busy making plans and arrangement
enjoy it to the fullest
dont be afraid to make mistake
but dont repeat the same mistake
take ur chance but be smart
u'll be just fine

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

these are due photos from hari raya :) me and my parent . Ampunkan anakanda zahir dan batin yer mama n papa

me and beloved niece

the eldest and the youngest

papa , minta ampun sepuluh jari.... yang tersilap beli tiket lepas raya pon masuk skali la dalam maaf ni

mama n papa.... ketawa mesra .... if only they knew their flight ticket salah destinantion... adeiii

umar alamgir... my notty nephew... never fail to amuse u

scene yang susah sangat nak capture

something chicky was running in umar head.... nak lompat atas sape dulu ek katanya....

one big family ... happily ever and after... Selamat hari raya aidilfitri daripada kami sekeluarga !

i need a new phone?

my current blackberry , the curve sometimes really makes me go nuts and crazy. it does hang a lot and sometimes it just getting on ur nerves! i love blackberry.... i love the blackberry a lot . i love the qwerty keypad , i love the bbm... i love the os , love everything about the blackberry but the fact that it hangs a lot and sometimes take forever to open a file really tick me off!

hence i was thinking of getting a new phone instead
i m not in a hurry , still in thinking and deciding process
these 3 phones above are those running inside my head rite now
yes, another blackberry , the torch
and of course the latest i phone is on the list too!
and the outsider, the sony ericsson... which is very unlikely to be mine
coz i still prefer blackberry and iphone compared to other regular phone

still thinking,
we'll how my current blackberry perform for the next few weeks, or maybe month....

guilty mode

i still felt guilty from what had happened yesterday to my parent
i felt bad
i felt terrible and horrible
i knew my dad was very angry,
but he was very calm when he spoke to me...
the one who got to listen to his blabbering was my younger brother
i m sorry dude
really sorry
it was an honest mistake
a stupid one
still cant get over it
sigh
need to do something to turn back the table

papa , mama - I m sorry I screwed up!

Today was a sad day for us.
And maybe one of the worst day of life.
I feel like giving myself a headshot,
If I am on the bridge rite now, I would jump into the sea or river straight away.
I made a stupid mistake.
Something I shouldn't have done.
I should have known better.
I was careless.. I was wrong... I was ignorance..
It is shameful..
And it's pretty much unforgivable.
Damn I should have checked twice!

Sorry mama n papa I wrongly booked ur flight! Instead of kota bharu to kl, I booked kl to kb!
No wonder the price was cheap!
Damn u internet!!!
Well... It was pretty much my mistake actually.
All my life I have been doing online booking for flights and hotels..
And I screwed up for my parent flight..
Rasa macam anak durhaka pon ade...
Adoi la..
Papa n mama... Ampunkan beta...

question to dr han..

Question:-

Mother number uno : dr, my baby isn't feeding well, less than usual and vomitted after breast feeding.. What is wrong?

Dr han : well... Maybe ur breastmilk doesn't taste very good lately... U should start eating extra vanilla and chocolate for xtra flavour!!!!
Just kidding...

Actually there are many reason why ur babies aren't feeding well. The most frequent reason is the baby is sick.. Maybe due to fever, or most common...sepsis.. Could be any kind of bacteria infection.
Other cause, could be due to gastro esophagus reflux.

The treatment? Go and see the doctor! Treament is depending on the cause of the illness :)

long live the new king

Long live the king
the palace had made the decision,
it's tg faris petra turns now to be the king
i say " it's about time"
it has been a year of topsy turvy for kelantanese people regarding the "sultancy" issue
now it's over.
i'm glad and so does everyone else
well... mostly everyone

Long live the king

p/s - the only connection btwn me and tg faris was just that i studied in sms faris petra before :p

but who knows , in future he ll grant me a datukship!

a story of a ferrari

Some dreams , are just meant to be dreams.

Well, that what I have learned lately :)
There are dreams that we should pursue, and a few of them we should just keep them neatly in our secret drawer.

Story of a ferrari.

Everyone dreams to have a ferrari. But , in real life ... How many of us who have the money to buy a ferrari? For crying out loud... We are more than lucky if we could even test drive one!
I dreamed of ferrari since I was a little kid. So far, I don't see me buying a ferrari anytime soon. Not until I am a hot shot specialist. But I thank god that I have already driven a ferrari f430. It was the best moment in my life... The feeling was heavenly. but that was not my point here.

For those u can't afford a ferrari.... Like me.. Even looking at it gives me such a warm feeling. So, that applies to our daily life. We want the best in life , but sometimes we have to settle for what best for us... Not the best we could find. Coz not everyone can handle the best.
Hencefoward, be grateful for everything u have. This is a reminder for me actually... Be content with the best we have...

good bye babies

good bye babies

i said good bye to the paediatric department today
i've completed my 4 months here and time to move on
after raya i'll be joining the anaesthetist team
yup.... doktor bius katanye.
no more kids and babies

truth was , i really enjoyed my stay at paediatric ward
love treating the babies
love playing with them
love to see they get well...

a part of me , tell that I will be a paediatrician someday
but,  i'm not too sure about that
have not decided yet what i'll be specializing in yet
one thing for sure , i'll be in anaest team for quite sometimes
maybe years ... or maybe just a few month

currently , i'll just let life flow the way it wanted
follow the flow....
mmmmm

still havent decided yet on my future

happy birthday to u

happy birthday to my beloved shida
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
i love u

a story

this baby is not mine!
he was one of my patient
currently he's cured :)

funny story in ward today,
i just came back to kota bharu GH from a short stint at hospital tanah merah

nurse : doctor, do u remember me?
me   : mmmmmmmm
nurse : really? look at my stomach ?
me : yes , u r pregnant...
nurse : still dont remember me?
me : i'm pretty sure what inside ur belly has not my DNA!
nurse : gosh ... doctor! not that part... , 2 years ago u conducted my delivery ! u was incharge in the labour room ... remember???
me : owh ... still cant remember...
nurse : good .... i cant work with u if u still remember conducting my delivery!
me : no worry , we are professional ....
nurse : so , next one  , r u gonna be the doctor who conducted my next delivery?
me : why not rite :P

gosh...
i felt bad that i cant remember my patients name and faces...
working at general hospital...
u have way too many patients..

selamat berpuasa

i hope it is not too late to wish happy fasting to everyone
life has been very busy lately
gosh, i dont know what i was doing at times
time was just flying like that

it's our third week of fasting
so far i have lost 4 kgs
thank you God
well, definitely that's not the main reason for fasting month
truth was i have been joining the gym a month prior to ramadhan
hence since then i ve been losing weight
must look good for hari raya rite?

i had gained a lot of weight this year
i was a bit suprised when i weight myself a few months back
i was very upset
tried quite a few slimming type of meds and techniques
to no avail
the only one thing the surely guarantee u'll lose weight
is to exercise and eat less
for me, since i ve been joining the gym,
my appetite has reduced and i cant eat as much as before..
lets wait and see how much i'll weight after 3 months joining the gym!

new look~!

bumblebee has lost its stripe!

no more stripe for bumblebee

back to normal look

but not that normal

going  for a better elegent styling this time

specially tune by junction produced!

new look in the making!

new day.... new meaning

my new lappy!

we wake up in the morning hoping for a fresh start ,
or for a better day
hoping that everything will turn out just fine
praying that all the damages we did yesterday - are fixed!
me ? hoping that i could discharge all my patients
hoping that everyone in the ward is well today
no more fever, no more cough , no more vomitting.
so much we could pray and hope for
but life - doesnt always turned out the way we wished for
coz if it always do -
we could hardly appreciate the happiness and joy in life

working with kids

working with kids could be very delightful , and at times - they just pushed u to the edge
seriouly, kids can be very annoying..
i make sure that i ate something in the morning before i start working
coz i dont want end up eating those kids instead

not all kids are annoying
some are very cute
especially those age from 2-3 years old..
those who just learning to play and talk
there is a boy age 2 years old in my ward and he's so cute
i usually finished my round at his bed
so could spend a few minutes playing around with him
he reminds me of my own nephew umar,
yes, umar the menace

he's unbearable but he's just totally cute and adoreable

well, tomorrow is just another day at work
the ward is full of sick child
and babies

i pray that all of them will get well and could be discharge from ward as soon as possible

looking foward for a beautiful day tomorrow
amin

i'm back

have not been updating my blog for quite a while
honestly, i almost forgot that i have a blog
it was saddening... this very blog used to be my best fren
now , i hardly have any free time to update it

but i promised i'll write more from today,
now i'm going to the gym
need to do a little work out!