about me.....

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
- true.. me is very straightfoward....

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
-my love for education died after spm... since then.. it's just business

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
- too many...

How do you view success
: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

emmm... 90 percent korreckkk

celebrate the celebration

to all my frens who celebrate x-mas... merry x-mas guys!
hope u all enjoyed the snow at the pavillion kl!

I was in KL yesterday,
yes.. just for a while....
was escorting patient from HKB to HKL...
no big deal
just another day in my life ...

LOTS of ppl asked me why do I work so hard...
does being just a doctor is not enuf?
and I still wanna be more than just a dr?
am I happy with just being a doctor?

Well... I'm happy ..
being a doctor is kinda a part of my childhood dream.
If i just stick to just being a doctor.. I could have a happy simple no hussle life..
Doctor alone is a demanding job... but still there are plenty of free time u could spend with ur family and frens


yes.. I was happy being just a doctor...
until I realized .... my dream wont be fully fullfilled if I am.. just another doctor..

Remember when we were kid....
every boy has a dream to drive a sport car...
in my case.. to drive my own ferrari.
yes... not everyone could achive this dream...

Even if u become rich later in ur life..
by the time u have enuf money to buy a ferrari..
u are already in ur 50-60..
hence.. u opted to buy a coffin instead.
just kidding

anyway, not saying I'll get or buy my ferrari soon.. by doing what i'm doing rite now..
honestly.. it's still an unreachable dream

but then.. who knows, if everything turned out to be great..
I'd have my own ferrari.

I'm happy with my current life.
but then ... I still have goals..
and I need to keep going...
i'm only 25.. and there are million oppurtunities lying ahead of me...

i might be successful.. or i might be bankrupt..
but I'll just keep moving ahead...

hepi bday kakanda!

1 december.... it was my "kakanda" bday. we were supposed to celebrate the glorious date at Las Vegas... but due to visas problem.. the venue was moved to the next best place.... ALAHYUMI BISTRO!
it was a small simple bbq party, attended by closest frens... , and it was also a last minute planning coz everyone was so bloody busy.
the party should have started at 10 pm, but everyone turned out at 11.59 pm...
superb timing guys...
in front of alahyumi bistro....

my man.. tiger

yeah, this bastard screwed up, big time.

what to do, when u r a famous personality, this is the price u have to pay should u make any wrong turn.

Just heard over the new a few mins ago that he's considering quitting from being a pro golfer
what the heck dude
u screwed up...
the whole world know
but despite of that,
regardless of ur personal life...
u r the man in golf

to hell what ppl think of u personally

just be the man that make u known world wide...

mr simpson said...

You tried your best and you failed miserably. The lesson is 'never try'. -Homer Simpson someone said to me just now... " life is not fair"
" I'm busting my ass reading and studying for my final and my frens were just partying like there is no tomorrow and next month we all just gonna end up at the same stage holding the same degree"

well... let's read the new york times sunday edition year 1938....the headline was " Life is not fair"

Infact, life is never fair! life was not fair back then.. and it's still not fair

Some ppl borned to be rich, some are borned in the barnyard... ( occay.. too much)
some ppl work day and night ... and could only buy a second hand kancil...
those rich kids, never need to wake up until lunch and do nothing all day long... still driving ferrari to the night club....

so...? what can i say...

the next best thing to do is... just do the best u could.. grab every opportunity..

if u fren is busy partying all night long while u r prepping for ur final and u both got the same grade ... dont be jealous ...
once in a while.. join the party...

A diplomatic husband said to his wife, "How do you expect me to remember your birthday when you never look any older?"

to all mothers and fathers out there. Pay a good attention if ur baby or ur child is not feeding well or complained of abdominal pain or when u noticed there is a mass at his/ her abdomen.....
it could be one of the symptom and sign in this disease called the intussusception...

dalam bahasa melayu bermaksud usus2 terlipat masuk dalam usus... emmm... camner nak terangkan ek.. tgk gambar di atas la....
so, when this happened, it cause the instenstinal obstruction... which cause the baby/child cant eat and cannot "berak"

so... if in doubt, bring ur kids to see the dr quickly!

and if u bring ur kid to GP/ private clinic for abdominal pain, make sure the doctor examine the abdomen... palpate or whatsoever...

up ...up and to the sky!

in case u all are wondering what the heck is this thing... this is not ur average egg tart or telur dadar or ur pineapple pine... this is how stomach cancer look likes. :)
yummmmmyy isnt it?
let's we all pray to God that our stomach will never be like this one... aminnn
I've been trying to update my blog for the past few days...
i even have a few draft ready
but nothing was completed
there are a lot i want to say here
but i just cant get it out rite now
maybe a later.

I just came back from KL a few days ago
had a long business meeting with my big "brother"
he drives a ferrari
and I also want to drive my own ferrari in the future..
in the nearest future hopefully
and I also dreaming of the title " dato" as he's already a datuk seri
nonetheless... I think I'm on the right way
got few business plan coming up...
we'll see...
we'll see

ritual circumcision

this is what i have been doing for the past few days... circumcision... or dalam bahasa melayu ... berkhatan. Never thought that i finally became one of my own nightmare.
u know, when we were kids ( for guys ) the thing we scared the most are "tok mudim"
yup... the word tok mudim itself my some people feel unease ... especially at their groin area.

even me myself.. up until today... i cant watch ppl being circumcised without feeling " wierd" at my penis!
no kidding.

Nonetheless, as a bloody doctor, i must be expert @ this thing... circumcising !
hence, that's what i ve been doing....
now, I'm able to do circumcision by myself.... yeah.. dengan bangganya!
today, I circumcised 3 kids, 3 days ago, about 7 kids became my victim!
... and more to come... ooo yeahh

i'm lovin my job... totally!
i was thinking to lower down my bumblebee..
but then.. in view of current condition of malaysian tarmac...
i better not..
there are holes everywhere.....

juggling....

juggling... juggling...

as u thought u could do everything ....
sometimes, u are dead wrong!

as a normal human being, God gives us one brain.
although some ppl do claimed that they have multiple brain.. for some unknown reason.
and most of the time, with one little brain , a normal human being could only concentrate at one thing at one time.

nonetheless, there are some gifted ppl on earth which can do so many things at the same time and excel at all areas.
those people - are those fucking smart rich bastard whom i envy a lot!

yup... it's my dream to become a super rich dude...
my no 1 dream...
to drive a ferrari...
my own F430 spider...

i just hope..
someday, it will come true
but for the timebeing..
i just hope i could do well as a doctor and as a cafe owner...
amin

along came Polly!

a quote from a fren

“They keep saying the right person will come along, I think mine got hit by a truck.

well, life could a pleasantly wonderful at times, and the rest would be a total headache mixed with pain in the ass

a lot asked, was it hard to be a houseman in malaysian government hospital
the answer would be " damn easy"
get urselves a MD or MBBS..
and u are in!

does it worth it?
God knows

if God gives me a chance to turn back time, would i still be a doctor?
hell yes... coz the girls think the dr title is so damn sexy...

am i sure?
not really... it's killing me inside.

so.. what's my real answer would be???
I dont know...
Gosh.. i hate this part..
not knowing...


be a part of the gang and feel it for urselves

headache

remember when we were kids and our parents kept reminding us to work hard?

I guess my parents wish has been granted!

Gosh.. I cant remember my last day without work...
HOME? just a place to sleep
it looks more like a sunken pirate ship!
I desperately need a bloody maid..

Gosh... dream does come true..
I need to reorganize my life..
my daily schedule..
it's really hectic
people around me kept wondering how do i live...

i forgot about living my life when i see money coming in..

but it doesnt always like that
when u used to have money..
and during this time around..
the rainy season and most of the ppl havent get their salary for 2 months
business isnt doing that good lately.
gave me a total headache.

being a doctor alone is real headache
plus being a cafe owner...
double the headache
just hoping that i get double the money in return
amin~

getting used to it!

i've finished downloading this movie for days, but still couldnt find the time to watch it yet!

occay, back to my story at the the paediatric ward! i think i'm getting used to those cute little creatures!

being at the ward, made me realize, how lucky was I, to be able to grow up without any chronic disease...

and those kids, with all the chronic illness, - they are still able to smile, laugh...
gosh.. it's a lot easier if u dont understand what kind of problem u r facing

being a kid....is a blessing..

I wish I could be a kid again...
although some ppl said that I'm still a kid..
yeah, i might act like one sometimes..
but deep down inside...

things u should never said on bed

ini ade beberapa peribahasa kurang ajar yg baru beta pelajari ...
these are the things that man should avoid mentioning ... to ur wife of gf....

1. Sedangkan kapal terbang orang bole rampas... inikan pula bini / awek orang

2. KFC pon ade 3-4 branch dalam satu bandar.. salahkan lelaki ade 3-4 branch???

hehehe...
cukup la kot..
sape la yg bangang kuarkan peribahasa seperti yang sedemikian ini...

yes, I'm married to my car!
which explained why I always took photo with her ( bumblebee! )

life - busy as always...
there are a lot of new doctors coming in...
lots of new interns..
which is a good news to us.. the senior houseman
in such a way that - less oncall for everyone

Nonetheless , it wasnt long until the " upper" ppl realize that we are doing less on call
hence, they double the on call doctors to make sure we did a lot of oncall in a month
instead of having 4 oncall dr at nite, they increased to 8 ...
meaning... instead of having 6 oncall per month... we are having about 10 to 11 on call per month

yes, more on call means more money.
but then...
if I were to choose between getting rm100 for one sleepless night and a tiring next day working...
I would rather just stay put at home...
but.. what to.. it's our job.. we have to do what we have to do.

me.. is approaching the end of my surgical posting
next would be paediatric...
next month.. I'd be dealing with kids.. and babies...

yes... those little creatures are cute and adorable...
very lovable.. definitely.. but only when they are not crying

when they did.... it would be the biggest pain the ass...

to rush... or not to rush

for those who know me...
God knows how much I want thing to get done..
I want everything... PRONTO!
yup...
it can be good at times...
and sometimes.. it's annoying..
and could lead to a foolish act..

those 3 complications.. happened a lot in my life
but luckily for me... out of the 3... most of the result .. are good results.. so far

Nonetheless... that's something inside me..
which I need to change if I want to be a better person...
I need to be more calm.. more passionate in everything I'm doing..

Sometimes, we dont realiaze..
all day long... all year long...
we just want everything " to be over it..."
we cant wait to go back home from work..
cant wait to go to bed...
we just cant wait...

and out of a day..
what do we get?
a tiring day at work..
lots of problem...
and if we r lucky... good sleep

I had that problem
yeah.. make my life - meaningless..
woke up everything - wanting the day to be over with..
just cant wait to back to bed yet...

I want to cheerish my life
cheerish my job..
cheerish everything...
and hopefully..
i'll be a better person

secantek bahasa... seindah pelangi

stress...
stress..
stress..

I was listening to the Anang's latest song...
separuh jiwa ... the song dedicated to his ex wife..
touche..

wonder why there wasnt any f word in the lyric..
hahaha...

a very wise fren of mine once said ( he's dead now )
... the best solution to avoid getting divorce, is not to get married at the first place...

yup.. damn true
most of the time.. we are the one who create our own problem
gave us endless headache...

me? yes.. i did that all the time
i cannot just live happily
i have this tendency...
always need to have a new challenge in my life..
must have something that will give me severe headache...
just lead a normal happy life.. not gonna work for me...
damn it..

pernah ku mecintaimu...tapi x begini...

my wallpaper...


lesson to be learned

a tip for new doctors on how to be a good houseman/intern

1. keep ur mouth shut!
2. be a nerd, do as u r ordered by the bosses!
3. unless u r damn good ( knowledgable ) about that disease - dont try to act smart... u gonna make a fool of urselves
4. if u dont know... say " I dont know"
5. if u got scold / screw up by ur senior - take it easy... they r not the one who pay ur salary...

yup... me is considered as a senior houseman at the hospital... and I learned a lot on how to survive as a houseman.
shut the f*** up at most of the time in front of ur bosses... and u'll do just fine.
talk less and just finish the damn job!

I'm very stressed out rite now.. very very...

congratulation cousin!

it was my cousin's wedding last month.
she married a navy guy, from Ipoh
and yes.. I've never been to Ipoh before
I've been to Milan, but last month was my 1st visit to Ipoh
if it was not becoz of the wedding... I would never been there yet till today...

so.. congratulation to her!
wonderful wedding ceremony...
u know... army/navy style
with all those fancy sword show..
yes... they were throwing swords around as it was a preparation to go to war

Jawatan kosong!

Yes , my bistro has jobs opening
since I've been planing to "boom" my business
I need more workers...
So, if u stay in KB, or kelantan...
and know anyone who need a job,
please let me know..
I need

1. Cook/Chef/ Tukang masak
2. Waiter / waitress

Please let me know if there is anyone interested :)
call me @ 013 921 9029

happy birthday housemate

happy birthday to Dr Sanjay, my housemate
we celebrated it @ my cafe - ALAHYUMI BISTRO
today the cafe was packed
everyone came to watch man utd vs liverpool..
yes i know, united lost.. bla bla bla..
not the best day for the team
but business went well my bistro

to choose btwn , united winning or my bistro make more money...
well... it's a tough one..
it's like choosing either to get a son or a daugther..
not that I was in that situation before,
just a metaphor

it felt wierd to be back writing in blog
i'm not used to it yet ..
but i'll keep writing
lots of things going on my mind lately
and I really need to spill it out..

i'm back

I'm back.
hopefully I'll be back for long
dont have much time to write lately
been busy with my day job as a doctor
and my evening job as a bistro owner
bloody hell.. it was damn tiring

Now that my bistro is wifi ready,
I hope that my blog will be alive again
we'll see
I miss u all a lot..
damn a lot!

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

Dear readers!
Wishing every single one of u...
a very " Selamat Hari raya Aidilfitri"
maafkan saya zahir dan batin.


dah bersawang dah blog beta ni
been very busy with work...
my day job as a doctor..
as well as a cafe owner..
it has been very tiring ..
but i'm enjoying my current life

anyway...
have fun on this prosperity celebration!

a long journey , yet to come

my quest to become a bloody young millionaire has not been such a plain sailing journey...
business - has it ups and downs...
rite now... more downs :P
sigh...
my day job as a doctor - stressful as always
but , still I cant quit being a doctor yet..
honestly, never thought of quitting being a doctor
yes , not the most pleasant job in the world
even thou some said that "doctor" is the most noble job in the world..
it is , no doubt at all..
it's noble.. and killing u softly at the same time :P

heheheh...
I'm done with my orthopedic posting
movin on to surgical department
had my months of relaxing and fun at the ortho department
back to business next week..
new start....

yeah.. hate to be the new guy at the department
I hate the self-intro part...
hate being new and naive.. and stupid :P
but it's all part of the game..
part of the cycle...
just wanna get thru with it..

whatever it is...
i'll be working extra hard to reach my goal..
I want to be a millionaire :)
may sound ridiculous and impossible..
but , who knows...
who knows..
someday, someway, somehow...

kalau ade rezeki kan?

it's not easy

me n heri , my new best fren :p

my life has been very hectic lately. Well, not too sure either still have a life or not.
me pretty much being a robot for the past 1 month
not being myself... too much thing to be done, too much thinking.. a lot of stuffs going on my mind
honestly, it's not easy to be such a multitasker

to be a doctor in the day time , a cafe owner after office hour - is really exhausting.
worst scenario when I'm on call at the hospital.... it's crazy
really need to be more scheduled in my daily life.
rite now - i'm killing myself...
not been having enuf sleep,
not been having proper rest..
how I wish I could ran away from all these ...
just for a moment so could be a normal person again
but I cant
this is the crucial moment of my life..
the business is just starting and I need to give the best attention I could
my cafe is my baby rite now... just an infant
still learning... still need to be baby feed everyday..
luckily i have my frens around me who keep me going strong everyday
telling me that everything will be ok
and someday everything will be just great
I'm praying to God that I'll be successful in both field I'm doing for the timebeing..
amen
t

lgtc annual gathering - kuala terengganu 2009

Red bumblebee - cruising to kuala terengganu from kota bharu... top speed 200km/hour. Just hoping there will be no speed trap... or else.. I'll be bankrupt.. well actually the whole lancer group will be...
this year lancergt gathering was held at kuala terengganu last weekend. I was very happy to be able to join this speed demon group convoi from kota bharu to terengganu.. it was a great fun... totally!
there were 12 lancers in the convoi... all colors... all kind of drivers.. but we all share the same hobby... cool cars :)
we left kota bharu at about 12 afternoon. Reached Kuala terengganu by 230 pm as we stopped on the way at the mosque for friday prayer ..... konvoi , konvoi jugak... solat x bole tinggal kan?
the highly modified lancer from kuantan ... not sure how much this guy has spent on his car....

I lowered the bumblebee ... thank to the eibach springs ... but not low enuf i reckon... x sentuh tarmac lagi :P
lancers from KB resting after a long journey....
destination - taman tamadun islam ... somewhere near the masjid kristal
the new lancer .. with the facelift... and it comes in white color!

another dream comes true

I remember , Dato SMS once told me
" dont just be a doctor "
u have to be more than that

He himself is a doctor ,
a businessman who own his own restaurant..
a model..
and a bloody astronaut

Me definitely not comparing myself anywhere near him..
but I'm just doing the best that I could...
trying the bring out the best of me

Well, another dream came true I guess
So happy to own my own bloody business...

Just a beginning thou
a long way to go for me...
and this is just a part of my big plan
lots of other thing coming up next..
if God permits..
God Willing

for the timebeing,
just hoping the my cafe is doing well..
praying for lots of customers ...
everyone is invited :)
thank u God

the launching party - ALAHYUMI BISTRO

Last friday was the opening ceremony for my bistro - invited some frens for the bbq party, here are the photos~!
the guys from the moccis insurance :)

the doctors! Dr Ibrahim, Dr Shakirin and Dr Su

willie and his gfthe lancer GT geng.... this cafe is the official hang out place the LANCER GT club..
other club is also invited thou

my schoolmates ardhi, poknik and pokloh
the ladies in the club... nama dirahsiakan.. u need to come to my bistro to get to know them... hehehe.. sorry la... all taken..

ALAHYUMI BISTRO

Thank you Almighty God... I finally did it!
I have my own cafe now, a bistro to be exact :)
It's a called Alahyumi bistro , name taken from my partner name..

it's located at Bangunan Koperasi Guru, Jalan Pengkalan Chepa, somewhere near the sekolah menengah maahad lelaki, kota bharu kelantan. On the way from kota bharu to the airport, u could see my bistro on the right side of the road.
It opens from 5 pm daily until up to 5 am.

Yesterday was the first day of business - which explained why I was so busy lately, which explained all the headache and pain in the ass.. I gave my all to open this bistro... really worked hard for this one - and yet I didnt neglect my job as a doctor.

I want this bistro to be very homely , a place where people could come and have dinner ... supper - as if they are at their own house.
U could come here and relax on the sofa, reading magazine , watching movie... meeting girls... ooppsss...
we served western , malay and thai cuisine. I have to executive chef. One of them use to work at a famous hotel , I kidnapped him away :) and he's in charge of all the western cuisine. The other chef is from thailand but currently holding malaysian nationality. She was working at a thai restaurant when I lured her out to work at my bistro..
So, I'm inviting everyone to come and have fun at my cafe....
it's definitely the place to be in Kota Bharu!