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stress...
stress..
stress..

I was listening to the Anang's latest song...
separuh jiwa ... the song dedicated to his ex wife..
touche..

wonder why there wasnt any f word in the lyric..
hahaha...

a very wise fren of mine once said ( he's dead now )
... the best solution to avoid getting divorce, is not to get married at the first place...

yup.. damn true
most of the time.. we are the one who create our own problem
gave us endless headache...

me? yes.. i did that all the time
i cannot just live happily
i have this tendency...
always need to have a new challenge in my life..
must have something that will give me severe headache...
just lead a normal happy life.. not gonna work for me...
damn it..

pernah ku mecintaimu...tapi x begini...

my wallpaper...


lesson to be learned

a tip for new doctors on how to be a good houseman/intern

1. keep ur mouth shut!
2. be a nerd, do as u r ordered by the bosses!
3. unless u r damn good ( knowledgable ) about that disease - dont try to act smart... u gonna make a fool of urselves
4. if u dont know... say " I dont know"
5. if u got scold / screw up by ur senior - take it easy... they r not the one who pay ur salary...

yup... me is considered as a senior houseman at the hospital... and I learned a lot on how to survive as a houseman.
shut the f*** up at most of the time in front of ur bosses... and u'll do just fine.
talk less and just finish the damn job!

I'm very stressed out rite now.. very very...

congratulation cousin!

it was my cousin's wedding last month.
she married a navy guy, from Ipoh
and yes.. I've never been to Ipoh before
I've been to Milan, but last month was my 1st visit to Ipoh
if it was not becoz of the wedding... I would never been there yet till today...

so.. congratulation to her!
wonderful wedding ceremony...
u know... army/navy style
with all those fancy sword show..
yes... they were throwing swords around as it was a preparation to go to war

Jawatan kosong!

Yes , my bistro has jobs opening
since I've been planing to "boom" my business
I need more workers...
So, if u stay in KB, or kelantan...
and know anyone who need a job,
please let me know..
I need

1. Cook/Chef/ Tukang masak
2. Waiter / waitress

Please let me know if there is anyone interested :)
call me @ 013 921 9029

happy birthday housemate

happy birthday to Dr Sanjay, my housemate
we celebrated it @ my cafe - ALAHYUMI BISTRO
today the cafe was packed
everyone came to watch man utd vs liverpool..
yes i know, united lost.. bla bla bla..
not the best day for the team
but business went well my bistro

to choose btwn , united winning or my bistro make more money...
well... it's a tough one..
it's like choosing either to get a son or a daugther..
not that I was in that situation before,
just a metaphor

it felt wierd to be back writing in blog
i'm not used to it yet ..
but i'll keep writing
lots of things going on my mind lately
and I really need to spill it out..

i'm back

I'm back.
hopefully I'll be back for long
dont have much time to write lately
been busy with my day job as a doctor
and my evening job as a bistro owner
bloody hell.. it was damn tiring

Now that my bistro is wifi ready,
I hope that my blog will be alive again
we'll see
I miss u all a lot..
damn a lot!

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

Dear readers!
Wishing every single one of u...
a very " Selamat Hari raya Aidilfitri"
maafkan saya zahir dan batin.


dah bersawang dah blog beta ni
been very busy with work...
my day job as a doctor..
as well as a cafe owner..
it has been very tiring ..
but i'm enjoying my current life

anyway...
have fun on this prosperity celebration!

a long journey , yet to come

my quest to become a bloody young millionaire has not been such a plain sailing journey...
business - has it ups and downs...
rite now... more downs :P
sigh...
my day job as a doctor - stressful as always
but , still I cant quit being a doctor yet..
honestly, never thought of quitting being a doctor
yes , not the most pleasant job in the world
even thou some said that "doctor" is the most noble job in the world..
it is , no doubt at all..
it's noble.. and killing u softly at the same time :P

heheheh...
I'm done with my orthopedic posting
movin on to surgical department
had my months of relaxing and fun at the ortho department
back to business next week..
new start....

yeah.. hate to be the new guy at the department
I hate the self-intro part...
hate being new and naive.. and stupid :P
but it's all part of the game..
part of the cycle...
just wanna get thru with it..

whatever it is...
i'll be working extra hard to reach my goal..
I want to be a millionaire :)
may sound ridiculous and impossible..
but , who knows...
who knows..
someday, someway, somehow...

kalau ade rezeki kan?

it's not easy

me n heri , my new best fren :p

my life has been very hectic lately. Well, not too sure either still have a life or not.
me pretty much being a robot for the past 1 month
not being myself... too much thing to be done, too much thinking.. a lot of stuffs going on my mind
honestly, it's not easy to be such a multitasker

to be a doctor in the day time , a cafe owner after office hour - is really exhausting.
worst scenario when I'm on call at the hospital.... it's crazy
really need to be more scheduled in my daily life.
rite now - i'm killing myself...
not been having enuf sleep,
not been having proper rest..
how I wish I could ran away from all these ...
just for a moment so could be a normal person again
but I cant
this is the crucial moment of my life..
the business is just starting and I need to give the best attention I could
my cafe is my baby rite now... just an infant
still learning... still need to be baby feed everyday..
luckily i have my frens around me who keep me going strong everyday
telling me that everything will be ok
and someday everything will be just great
I'm praying to God that I'll be successful in both field I'm doing for the timebeing..
amen
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lgtc annual gathering - kuala terengganu 2009

Red bumblebee - cruising to kuala terengganu from kota bharu... top speed 200km/hour. Just hoping there will be no speed trap... or else.. I'll be bankrupt.. well actually the whole lancer group will be...
this year lancergt gathering was held at kuala terengganu last weekend. I was very happy to be able to join this speed demon group convoi from kota bharu to terengganu.. it was a great fun... totally!
there were 12 lancers in the convoi... all colors... all kind of drivers.. but we all share the same hobby... cool cars :)
we left kota bharu at about 12 afternoon. Reached Kuala terengganu by 230 pm as we stopped on the way at the mosque for friday prayer ..... konvoi , konvoi jugak... solat x bole tinggal kan?
the highly modified lancer from kuantan ... not sure how much this guy has spent on his car....

I lowered the bumblebee ... thank to the eibach springs ... but not low enuf i reckon... x sentuh tarmac lagi :P
lancers from KB resting after a long journey....
destination - taman tamadun islam ... somewhere near the masjid kristal
the new lancer .. with the facelift... and it comes in white color!

another dream comes true

I remember , Dato SMS once told me
" dont just be a doctor "
u have to be more than that

He himself is a doctor ,
a businessman who own his own restaurant..
a model..
and a bloody astronaut

Me definitely not comparing myself anywhere near him..
but I'm just doing the best that I could...
trying the bring out the best of me

Well, another dream came true I guess
So happy to own my own bloody business...

Just a beginning thou
a long way to go for me...
and this is just a part of my big plan
lots of other thing coming up next..
if God permits..
God Willing

for the timebeing,
just hoping the my cafe is doing well..
praying for lots of customers ...
everyone is invited :)
thank u God

the launching party - ALAHYUMI BISTRO

Last friday was the opening ceremony for my bistro - invited some frens for the bbq party, here are the photos~!
the guys from the moccis insurance :)

the doctors! Dr Ibrahim, Dr Shakirin and Dr Su

willie and his gfthe lancer GT geng.... this cafe is the official hang out place the LANCER GT club..
other club is also invited thou

my schoolmates ardhi, poknik and pokloh
the ladies in the club... nama dirahsiakan.. u need to come to my bistro to get to know them... hehehe.. sorry la... all taken..

ALAHYUMI BISTRO

Thank you Almighty God... I finally did it!
I have my own cafe now, a bistro to be exact :)
It's a called Alahyumi bistro , name taken from my partner name..

it's located at Bangunan Koperasi Guru, Jalan Pengkalan Chepa, somewhere near the sekolah menengah maahad lelaki, kota bharu kelantan. On the way from kota bharu to the airport, u could see my bistro on the right side of the road.
It opens from 5 pm daily until up to 5 am.

Yesterday was the first day of business - which explained why I was so busy lately, which explained all the headache and pain in the ass.. I gave my all to open this bistro... really worked hard for this one - and yet I didnt neglect my job as a doctor.

I want this bistro to be very homely , a place where people could come and have dinner ... supper - as if they are at their own house.
U could come here and relax on the sofa, reading magazine , watching movie... meeting girls... ooppsss...
we served western , malay and thai cuisine. I have to executive chef. One of them use to work at a famous hotel , I kidnapped him away :) and he's in charge of all the western cuisine. The other chef is from thailand but currently holding malaysian nationality. She was working at a thai restaurant when I lured her out to work at my bistro..
So, I'm inviting everyone to come and have fun at my cafe....
it's definitely the place to be in Kota Bharu!

Red bumblebee

the lancer GT gang was invited to join the kelantan autoshow which was being held at the state stadium. the special appearance for the day was the red bumblebee!!
Proudly present... the red bumblebee... not more red VLV... she's getting faster and more fierce ... ala, mcm perempuan la kan... makin dewasa.. makin garang kan! hehehe...
in the photo - me n my frens and on the left side are the mechanics who fix the car... they know my car inside out.. I just drive it.. let's the expert do the rest!
urs truly and abe ja ! the owner of KB accessories.. the place to be if u want to modify ur lancer in Kelantan.
I'm soooo in love with this new look.... auuuuuuuummmmmmm
the racing stripe made red bumblebee different from other lancer...
next post - the making of red bumblebee!

thank u God

I was reading the yahoo news just now...
one article that really attracted me was the Mercer's report.
According to the report...
5 most expensive city to live ...in order

1. Tokyo , Japan
2. Osaka , Japan
3. Moscow, Japan
4. Geneva , Swiss
5. Hong Kong

I lived 6 years in moscow...
the 1st year was occay...
then.. another year added .. the business in moscow was booming...
a lot of foreigner coming in.. started their business there...
and until.... moscow became 3rd most expensive city to live...

I'm lucky that currently I'm living at one of the cheapest city to live.. Kota Bharu.
yes.. moscow and kota bharu... a lot of differences btwn these two places..
"macam langit dengan bumi"
after livin in moscow for quite a while...
gettin used to the lifestyle..
now back to my hometown...
where we dont even have cinema here...
it's kinda frustrating sometimes..
if it's not because of my parent..
I would have work somewhere else..
but.. my mama n papa.. I love them so much..

No worry Kota Bharu..
I'll change this town to an exiting place to be :P

owh, My God!

i have to admit that I gained a lot of weigth for the past few months
this is a prove how great my life is at the orthopedic department
this department is the less stressful department at the hospital
yes, the motto is - fracture alone wont cause death!

nevertheless, the bigger issue now is - I need to loose some weigth
this evening I went to play football for the department at the state stadium
yes , the stadium... bukan main2 wei..
needless to say, my stamina was a dissapointment.
with a lot of extra weight , lots of fat ...damn it.. i cant even run properly
as I used to do before.

Therefore - my target now is to throw away a few kilos this month..
so , the plan would be...
1. NO RICE
2. Less food after 7
3. More exercise - will go jogging every evening if I'm not busy
4. A lot of mineral water - SAY no to carbonated drink
5. Proper rest - need to restrict my midnight activity ... heheheh

and more...

So, let's just wait and see.. today is 10th july 2009,
remind me on 10 august to weight my weight ..
see how much I lose..
well, I just want my normal body weight..
Gambatte!

new canon

Lately I've been really into surgery.
Being a senior houseman at the department ,
the senior doctors allowed me to be more involved during the operation
not just being there to hold the sucker and cut the suture.
hence, when I was given more responsibility,
I become more interested in surgery,
and I started reading journals about surgery ,
which is something i never did in my life.
even during my student times -
the lecturers always encourage us to read medical journal
but we never bother...
even to read the text book was a big burden to us..
let alone to read something additional...
therefore , i bought this new printer to help me printing all these journal.
i dont have much time to read a the laptop
but I could bring these paper wherever i go..
in the OT, in the ward...
yeah... now I sound like a doctor..
which is wierd for me :P
hehehhe....

feeling better!

Feeling a lot better!


after a few day of sorrow and sadness due to my sickness... :P
I feel a lot better now...
Finally, the end of my "nightmare" on call schedule.
A lot of new doctors just registered at the HKB,
hence my workload is lessen..
NONEtheless.. Thank U GOD for giving me my health back

I was a bit scare of having fever + flu at this current condition..
u know.. that thing called H1N1..
it's disasterous..
it has the same symptoms as normal urti...
hard to differentiate in early stage..
which one is the real deal..
furthermore - with a few confirmed cases at my hospital..
it's really scary..
Praying to God to protect me from that virus..

I had fever and flu and cough for the past 5 days..
I started myself on Paracetamol, actifed and amoxycillin..
then, the condition not improving..
hence , I changed to better drug.. the list A drug,
took the clarinase and augmentin..
showed fast improvement..



back to my birthday celebration.. this was my 1st birthday gift from kak nor a.k.a mummysyafie...

my first BONIA :) no kidding.. never bought or had anything from BONIA before...
love the gift a lot... thank you akak !

down with URTI

not down with love... my whole life is brought down to earth by URTI - upper respiratory tract infection - which include fever, flu , cough, sore throat... and the rest.
Yes, may not be the worse disease ... but it's kinda annoying illness...
Really affecting my mood...
Made me really agitated... really frustrated at times....
Yes, being ungrateful is more precise word I guess..
Being a normal human being.. I cant help but to whine a lot when I'm sick..

To make thing worse , I have to do back to back on call -regardless of my current health issue. I was on call on 1st of july, the on 3rd and next one will the tomorrow , the 5th.. and the next oncall is on 7th... yes.. 4 EOD on call... every other day.. .. delightful... indeed..

Currently , I'm just praying to God that my illness will go way quickly coz I need to be healthy again.. there's so much thing to be done..

I have a really big PROJECT this month.. wait for the announcement...

MAY God bless my life.. amennn

Happy birthday to me! part II

Since some of my beloved frens could make it to my dinner party - we met up for lunch. Por n Rajiv - my good frens back in moscow. Me n por ( photo above ), share the same apartment in moscow for 3 years :) Pretty much know each other inside out. Currently , he's busy working at the HKL - o n g department. Couldnt make it to my bday coz he was on call...

and so did Dr Rajiv... he was on working too that very nite! Could have been more fun should these two fellow was there. Yes... they were my party/ study / sports mate. Por was my basketball team mate, and rajiv - we played futsal a lot.... and we play other stuffs too , which I cant mention here :)

Anyway, I was so happy coz two of them did turn up on my birthday regardless of their busy schedule.. being a doctor myself - I totally understood should one of them didnt turn up. Rajiv came with his working attire, Por came straight from the hospital... guys, u made my day. thank you...